I'm Shit Sacred Of My Father
I'm a 25 yo female living in Delhi with her parents. My brother is 19 and is pursuing his CSE in Odisha. My mom is 50 and dad is 58. I've grown up seeing my father's temper issues and my mental health has also been severely impacted due to this. He always yells and threatens my mother and me. He says he's earning so he has the right to do everything and we have to do the rest of the things, including his clothes, packing and what not. If we object, he says "you're eating food on my earnings but I never object." He's really toxic and extremely egomanical. I haven't started earning yet and that's the only barrier in my way but living in a household like this, it really makes me stressed and blocked due to which I can't focus on anything. I feel like crying all the time and sleep in stress.
In the past 1 year it has gotten much worse. I've thought a lot about calling the police but then I don't want to create a tamasha in front of my entire society. My mom's condition is worse, she has taken care of him in best possible ways to an extent where she falls ill but he still doesn't care. Seeing her like this makes me feel extremely helpless because I can't support her yet. Her parents are also no more and she doesn't want to share any problems with her relatives. I'm looking for jobs but I don't have any experience yet so no one is hiring. My plan is to start earning a decent and move out with my mom. Both of us are living in constant fear that he may harm us. He has insulted my mom many times in front of maids and in public. She can't really say anything otherwise things may go out of hand. I really don't know what to do here.
Anyone please suggest something. I'll be really grateful 🙏🏻