What should I do?
I'm a BCA graduate having two backlogs which I'll be clearing next month. I wanted to get into design after my PU by taking education loan so that my parents don't get to pay for it. They said no. So after convincing for a long time it was too late bcuz admissions were closing everywhere. One of my relatives suggested to get BCA and there was seat left. There was no other option I went to college, uninterested just going and sitting in the class for three years straight. Now I'm out of it and I wanna get into design with education loan again I've been asking my parents they are still saying no to it. They tell me to go do some work instead but I don't really wanna work. I've worked at stores for hardly two or three months because I feel bad with what I'm doing with my life. I wanna get into a design college and then get a job. I don't know why my parents are like this they don't understand me, my goals even though my dad is a govt employee. I'm scared because I'm already 21 and it feels like I'm wasting my time. My communication has got worse because I don't really speak to anyone now, I don't go outside, it feels like a burden, shameful, I don't know what should I do. WHAT SHOULD I EVEN DO PLS HELP ME!?