SHOULD I CONFESS?
Let me just give you a bit of context. I have liked this guy who is also my neighbour for about 2yrs on and off. On and off bc he goes to school in a different country and only comes back once a year. He recently came back and he started to text me. Like full on funny, easy convos all over the phone. We have texted almost everyday ranging from early morning to late at night.
I feel so giddy and happy whenever I text him or talk to him or see him. The thing is that we have not seen each other at all since he came back. Mind you he has been back for like about a month. His sister and I are close and she told me how he totally has a crush on me and stuff but I’m scared.
NO ONE. No one has liked me before, and I have never been in a relationship, or a situationship for the matter. It was always one sided. The last time my friends told me a guy liked me he liked someone who was the opposite of me and I was lowkey crushed. My self esteem is really bad and I just found friends who are slowly helping me build it back up. I like him and maybe he likes me?
I mean from his texts my friends say he is flirting but maybe he is just trying to be friends. Maybe I am reading the signals wrong and I don’t want to lose a friendship over smth as silly as a crush. I know it will crush me if he never liked me and I read the signals wrong but at this point I am so used to it and each and every guy I like I always never think about getting in a relationship with them cause it will JUST NEVER HAPPEN! AND ITS OK! I don’t really care anymore. But I feel like this one is different I like him a lot. Like my part crushes I never wanted or expected a relationship or acknowledgment but for him, I want him to see me, like me. And maybe we could get into a relationship.