u/Conscious_Neck8089

I work in a retail store here in Welland. There’s a man that comes in just to tell all staff and our cashiers that we’re all frauds, fake prices, falsified receipts, blah blah blah. He’s even gone as far as to scan our debit machines with something and threaten to call the police on our staff for being ‘frauds.’

He comes in and bitches and moans about how the dollar store and Walmart also scam customers with fake prices and falsified receipts or whatever he’s going on about.

I was just reaching out to see if anyone has unfortunately had to deal with this man before?

I’m really humiliated, I’m so embarrassed of myself everyday due to this stupid fucking condition and now all the people that never have any business knowing probably judge me every day for it and gossip with my boyfriend and all of our mutual friends.
I don’t want to see them or talk to them because I feel like a fraud of a woman.
He told me his friends are sympathizing with him, saying “that’s probably so hard for you man” and he agrees with them.
What about me? It’s not hard for me to look at myself in the mirror and see the same defective person in the mirror every single day?
Why is he staying if my Vaginismus is way too hard for him to deal with when he doesn’t help me or encourage me?
I’m so so upset and embarrassed.