u/Consistent-Bet-8588

I'm 16 HS student learning to drive, but I wanted to know how some of you were able to pass the test or how driving is actually like, I've been thinking that I might have to get medicated for driving because it almost feels impossible to remember the entire handbook/quizzes or actually be able to focus on driving and constantly checking your mirrors. I was also thinking maybe being able to try to take the drivers test first without the medication and then after maybe? I'm lost here and any advice is appreciated.

So a few weeks back I recently decided to DM this girl that was 18, and it was solely a friendship at first but as time went on we both hinted how we liked each other, so I decided to give her my phone number so we could talk form there and call each other, anyways as time went on I really started to like this girl and we had genuine romantic chemistry. So from there we started to talk about meeting up, but the only problem is she drove and had a job, (I didn't), so we both agreed how I would practice on getting my driver's license and possibility find a job so I could clear the gap. So I would stay up late with practice quizzes and reading the handbook that was genuinely hard for me because I have ADHD, okay so I would spend all this time and would stay up late waiting to text her when she got back from work, so this started to be a daily routine when we would both highly invested in each other. So today happens and I stumble on of her posts on my feed that she admits she was just using me and my kindness from her escape from her past relationships or something, so I decided to text her what the fuck was that all about and she said something and blocked. So i text her on iMessage whats happening and to tell the truth and from there she admits she was just using me and my kindness like what the post was about and how i was "not supposed to see that post"?

I feel so heartbroken and betrayed and used I wasted my time and energy for nothing..I'm not even sure why i'm posting here just feel like I need to talk to someone to get all of this off mind.