Hey I am an student, need advice to get out of debt
Hey guys I'm of age 19 currently studying bsc, after some reckless things done I somehow racked up a debt of 65k , monthly payments coming around 10-12k, somehow i was able to cope with it during vacations by doing part time jobs but wasn't enough now college is going to start and I'm all out of options, I dint see a future in me anymore, im so stressed i couldn't even sleep most of the time. I am at the last stage of depression and i couldn't take anything more. I want to tell my parents but their already in a lot of financial trouble after sending my sister abroad, I somehow sold all of my unnecessary assets even literally my game accounts and things which even though yielded less money still helped me.
I was playing cricket professionaly and have represented my state in major bcci tournament but after some educational blocks I don't have future there also, this was the last thing keeping me sane
I took multiple personal loans mostly for my cricket gears, which half of it parents bought me but they can't afford it no more
I live alone in bangalore, and I'm totally not able to sleep due to stress and can't cope with it. I have tried to end it all once but couldn't go through cause of lack of confidence. Now I am ranting about this to you guys just to release some of my pent up frustration cause of my mistakes
If anyone has any idea to get out this debt trap pls give me advice, i currently have a total of 65k something of loans left to pay including interest. Because I took from multiple loan apps the tenures are different. Most of them are very Short.I want to take some kind of loan but could only repay after completing my studies, if anyone knows this kind of loan can anyone pls pls pls help me getting this
And I have tried many part time jobs and done things but can't anymore due to classes starting. But I am also ready to work from home for any jobs overnight if it helps to pay out the loans
Anyone please help