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[Marathon Update] Woke up to all your messages and cried tears of joy! 🥰
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[Marathon Update] Woke up to all your messages and cried tears of joy! 🥰

I don’t even know where to start 😭!!! I woke up today to hundreds of supportive and loving messages from all of you, and I want to say THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! 🥹🥰❤️

I feel amazing today (needed to let out that cry) and my knee feels better too. First of all, thank you for reminding me that less than 1% of people even complete a half marathon. And helped reframed my experience as having DONE THE DAMN THING despite the challenges I faced. That is something I overlooked as I was so focused on not performing my best despite 12 weeks of training. But you are all right, I accomplished such a major milestone and there will be many more opportunities to beat my PB! 🚀

I’m keeping this medal right next to my work desk as a reminder of my resilience, refusal to back down, and just how amazing my mind and body really are for seeing this through. Despite the ADHD struggles committing to training during winter, life happening, in the end I got what I set out to achieve. I love you so much ladies, WE CAN DO HARD THINGS! 🥰♟️🔥

u/Consistent_Femme_Top — 5 days ago
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Just ran a half marathon and can’t stop crying 😞

This morning I had my half marathon. I prepped the night before, got my kit out, set my alarms and slept early no phone. I got up super early at 6am and did my tasks. Suddenly it was 8am and I panicked!!!

I missed the running group picture set to happen at 8am. I couldn’t find a Lime bike since every single one near me was reserved. This is my first marathon and already screwed up the morning. I ended up having to take my bike (which I am slower on, 15min on electric is 30min on my own bc I don’t even know the settings 😫). Long story short, missed the group pic, exhausted myself manually cycling which messed up my knee ligaments and slowed me all the way down on the race.

I had to get first aid help at 5km/3miles mark, knee hurt so damn bad and I really hated myself and my life. Luckily the team was so lovely, iced me up and compressed my knee. I ended up finishing the 24km/13miles in 3 hours. I was the last in my running group to finish. Everyone keeps saying it’s not about the time yada yada yada, but damn I feel so shit. I can’t stop crying and I hate this stupid medal. 😭

Can I get some encouraging words please? My brain won’t stop punishing me.

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u/Consistent_Femme_Top — 6 days ago
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I haven’t eaten all day. I know I should be hungry that’s why I hate life and everyone. However, all I have done is go get groceries and now I am laying in bed (big mistake!!!).

I have no appetite, but I know I gotta eat. If you were me, what would you eat?

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u/Consistent_Femme_Top — 20 days ago
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I am reading papers written by prominent scientists that have somehow disappeared off the internet. I have used wayback machine to find the website that one of the scientists used to publish her papers. The webpage needs a password to view the document, how can I go about find it?

The paper I am interested in.

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u/Consistent_Femme_Top — 24 days ago

I don’t even know what to say about this. But I am feeling this deeply today. How we can live like this ontop of regular women related hormonal and political issues is beyond me. I am truly struggling, and I am doing everything in my power to hold on.

You ladies are truly strong. 💔

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u/Consistent_Femme_Top — 25 days ago