u/Consistent_Plenty377

So, i try to starv mslf it lasted 3 days, after that i just eat and eat without stopping. Why? ik that its bc i starved but how can i stop eating so muchhh, but still eating ig.

Okay guys so today im gonna talk about smth that goes on my mind now. Theres this boy i cannot stop thinking of and like i dont like him personally, we have not the same ideas (except sexual preference) but yea we dont rlly got much in common. He's like into sport, gym ect yk hes rlly too good. He's complimented me one day about me looking better without any make up. I still think of this. Was he honest? idk. Anyway let me get to the point. Ive been writing everyday every new followers and Following he has on Insta, i follow him when he goes to his house (we live near to each other). Ive Doxx him (Ik its badd) But why do i do that? I feel like i hate him but i have an obsession on him. I stalk his socials as much as i can, and try irl. Is it bad?

So recently ive been talking to a boy and ofc he choosed another girl, more skinnier, prettier and whatever kind of stuff she has more than i do. But after crying for a WHOLE week, i wanted to change, im not that ugly ngl but im fat, and like i didn't rlly eat for 3 days and now the only thing im doing is EATING. when i wake up im thinking of this, when im bored im thinking of this. But yk why i didnt eat for 3days? Because i was seeking revenge. Why it was her and not me?

So, i text u guys today for tips or whatever toxic motivation yall can give me. And also! i wanna make grow my hair bc theyre so short and i dont have many so if u got tips too for that ill be thankful, yall have a good day/night! 💕