We are going for two years of long distance soon
Me (21F) and my boyfriend (24M) have been together for 2 years. He's my first boyfriend and I'm his first girlfriend. I got a full scholarship to study in Europe, and I *will* have to stay 2 years there, otherwise I have to payback the government all the investment that wasn't used. And I can't come to my home country during those two years, but after those two years, I have a legal obligation to come back for at least the same period of time. This is a dream come true, and my boyfriend is really happy for me, so he is not upset at all, in fact he thinks this opportunity benefits him too as he'll have the opportunity to go to Europe visit me. He's alredy saving a lot of money, but he'd go 6 months later and spend only two weeks there.
I honestly don't know what to expect. We are together almost everyday, as we study and work together, and I'm a little nervous, but I don't want to give up on this relationship. There was a moment in our relationship that I wasn't much more invested, because we had a fight that made me realize a flaw I didn't like about him, and that made me think "well, if it doesn't work, that's fine". But after the fight I think he really showed a LOT of progression, respect and just a beautiful heart, and I realized I really want for us to work out. But now that I'm not thinking "it's fine if it doesn't work, I can just break up", now I'm insecure thinking "what if HE wants to break up?". I'm scared he'll fall in love with someone else here and give up on me.
Anyways. Did anyone go through something similar?