u/Cookielad14

I don’t have sky broadband. I know a lot of issues are being discussed about that.

My stream puck says I have a great WiFi connection. Yet, since Friday I haven’t been able to watch more than 90 seconds of TV without it crashing, stuttering, completely stopping, and then “no internet connection”

I haven’t reset the puck, updated it. Nothing. Re-paired it to my account and still the same shite.

Homepage says I need help getting connected then I get through and it’s saying the connection is absolutely fine. What a piece of junk.

How ironic that as soon as I paid my bill on Thursday it went down like this. So infuriating… is anybody else having this issue?

Just blocked the last friend I have, who I’ve known for years. I’ve been really down last few days because I have no money for a week and am down to my last 2-3 meals and will go without for 5 days. I’m a smoker but - tough shit, I’m broke. I’m a drinker, but again, tough shit, I’m broke.

My last friend knows this and knows that I’m currently trying to make the most of it by being productive in other ways, sorting my home out, doing laundry, etc. and just trying to get myself into a better space and not slip into a deeper hole because the vices I have aren’t available to me. I don’t want to be weak. I don’t want to tell myself I need these things, but one can’t just go over 2 decades smoking and drinking but then going flat out t-total for 4 days out of nowhere. He keeps sending me pictures of drinks he’s having and I asked him nicely to stop.

But because he’s a bit drunk he think it’s funny to antagonise me, or just keep messaging when I’m saying I’m going to bed.

I told him I was going to block him on WhatsApp and gave him plenty of chances but he kept on winding me up. Then to send a text message when he realised with laughing faces.

I told him to fuck off, but I feel bad. I’m not sure if this is because I’m a bit more on edge than normal but I don’t usually retaliate like that in any case. Guess I have no more friends now, but I feel like I don’t need any. It’s only him and my mother who I’ve spoken to and they both know what’s going on, but I feel like they just don’t care.