u/Correct_Sherbet_1412

Me F at 9 years old was sexually abused by my 15 year old brother over a period of about 6 months. He strategically set the scene as a “game” and I experienced sexual acts before I even knew what they meant. During one occasion he also sexually abused another child in our street who was my age, he had us in our parents bed instructing us to have sex, of course we were too young to actually do it we were still made to simulate it
These experiences have caused me so much pain and trauma and ultimately robbed me of years where sex for me meant shame
I’m now 47 and it still lives in me