u/CorruFors

So I have Instagram on both my phones but for some reason they both don't allow me to update them thru google play store. This makes me assume its an account problem and not a phone issue but I have plenty storage so I'm confhsed on how I can actually update the app.. Im afraid if I uninstall and reinstall it that it wont even work so im pretty much stuck w this version of IG.

Weirdly the same issue occurs for discord. Just gives me the notification from google play saying "cant install discord" just like whats happening w instagram. And this is occurring on my old phone too. Only those two apps are giving me this issue.

Anyone got ideas of what the problem is and how to fix it?

Not fr, but I got a good ass job rn and still going thru training for it. Got off this weekend til monday. Thinking of going ct and saying fk this shit for the bajillionth time. Been taking 200-400 mg a day, usually right when I wakeup to cease the runny nose and sneezing. Cant show up to work lookin like that.. If they fire me bc of me dealing w wds idk how much id lose my shit honestly, this job means a lot to me and Im trying to turn it into my new life for awhile to recover from the damage 7oh did to me financially. Its insane. Past nearly 2 yrs ive been struggling w this, the scary part is whenever I take my dose of 7oh I feel somewhat manageable and functional without much issues. Which makes me feel scared a bit. My body has adjusted to it decently and now its gotta recalibrate for good this time, hopefully.

Currently, I got my prescription adderall which helps alot, pregabalin which helps alot, tons of bup3 that ive been refraining from using out of fear it'd become something worse for me down the road.. But I got them for emergency still. I got 2 1mg kpins, 3 oxy 10's, and hella supplements that supposedly do a lot for the withdrawals. Trying to find a supplement store w liposomal vitamin c tmr to help me out bc that sht helps me the most out of everything. Just super expensive too.

Idk if y'all got any opinions on these supplements but I got a stash of agmatine sulfate, L-Tyrosine, magnesium, CoQ10, NAC, saffron, B12, Binto multivitamin, and some others I cant recall off the top of my head. Doubt ill be using any of these til Im somewhat past the worst of the wd but if anyone has personal experience w these or suggestions of other ones to use, pls lmk sum.

No idea how this is gonna go now that Im out of vitamin c rn but Im praying ill be good enough to go back to work by Monday without experiencing extreme fatigue or anxiety. Cant come off as hella out of it at this job, its a very big responsibility doing this job I have where Im doing something super responsible and they will fire me on the spot if they think I wont be able to get this particular job done. If anything Ill say I'm a bit sick but Ill take sub's before I hit that point of no return. Im just so done w taking 7oh, I will make NO money from these hrs I'm working and I gotta take this time to run my money up as much as I can. Therefore, fuck this sht I gotta get past this for good legitimately this time. Ik if sht feels too intense at work my ass gon drive to the vape store and belly up to them unless I find some different ways of dealing w my depression anxiety and killer feeling of hopelessness.. I think I got this though.

Ive posted on here not too long ago and its embarrassing posting again w how confident I sounded in those posts abt my hate for this drug. Now Im back here spewing abt my personal struggles and doubts but idc anymore I just want to successfully make it past this and transition into a new person w a new life while I got this opportunity. Fuck all those doubt's and uncertainty feelings of defeat. I can overcome this I know it bc I did it before, just can't convince myself im better off being on this shit. Hoping supplements will help w preventing relapses, we'll see, forcing myself to keep on thinking positive in the meantime. Hope y'all been coolin w ur own personal struggle and stories, its crazy how intense this drug can be mentally and physically too, but there's two ways this can go and Im rly tryna steer it in the direction I wanna go, knowing dam well it'll feel like hell for a long minute I can pull thru just need to stay strong bc this stuff turned me into a weak ass bch no lie.