Past and current concerns about my gf
Guys sorry for asking this type of question again but im just hit a rock bottom. My gf and i been dating for 4 months and it was good tbh. I knew beforehand that she had 2 exes, one of which whom she slept with. But i just found out recently from her that she kissed 7 other guys during her 3 university years one of which was kissing at the club with a guy she never met before and other one was at playtime. What concerns me the most was every time i talked about these type of stuff, she denied or got really defensive and hid everything from me because according to her “did not want to lose me”. Me myself, only did stuff when i got into serious relationship like 1 year minimum together. Am i being too anxious or is it that bad? I sometimes imagine guys she were intimate with talking behind my back like, oh thats the girl i kissed at the bar etc. Btw we are 22m and 21f