Buying Seeds

For a long time, i have been thrilled with the small company "Sprout People", however it looks like most of their seeds are no longer in stock. Does anyone else have a company that they like?

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u/Coward_and_a_thief — 11 days ago

Hard Relapse UNETHICAL

Well, this happened recently and it made me realize i may have a Big Problem. I have been around the Block for some years, whether it was buying paid content, regular findom, or general sub dynamics without money.

Well, i had been Playing lately with this girl who was having some Hard Times, not findom so much as Buying her content outright in exchange for paying some basic bills (essentials).

As it turns out, at some point she is dealing with a Neighbor who was giving her a lot of Problems, using some Evidence on her to Extort her. Well, i asked for that Number in order to Negotiate on behalf of my Girl.

We have some Chat and it becommes immediately apparent that this is not a Nice Person (as if the prior circumstance was not already Proof). We finally come to an Agreement on an Amount for her (the neighbor) to left my girl Alone, but shortly after she was claims to have not received it, before eventually admitting that she did but just wants More.

I declined but made Counter Offer, maybe we could make another type of deal, would she show me any Erotic Content in exchanged for more? (bear in mind, i have no clue who this Is, what she look like, the whole dynamic of her is just turning me on). She did not turn me Down immediately but asked What Kind of Content?

Well, we were nearing a Deal, suddenly she turns on a Dime, and begins to saying what would {my wife name} think if you are doing this {my name}?? And spouting my Personal Info back at me. My mind is RACING, my heart want to Explode,, she must have used some info from my Payment to doxx me.. We had agreed on a Small Amount before but she Demand 500 NOW or the full details of what i was doing gets Leaked!! I Squirm and Reason but to no Avail and eventually Paid.. i have blocked the Number and thinking that is the End of it.

But for some Reason... it isn't. Several hour later i message her Again,, i said that was very Cruel but maybe i even Liked it.. and she reply you must want to pay More. And i Did. Again and Again over the next several Days. Something about the way she acted, like such an Evil Manipulating Hood Rat, it made me losing my Mind. And even worse was the betrayal of my Original Girl, with the real Needs,, this lady had been Tormenting her and now i was paying Her instead.

It wasn't about what she looked like, it was about who she Was. Ruthless and Conniving. At first, she would sent me only Old Pics, blurry. She is Married and does not want to show her Face. Then started to sending me her Voice Message. That was WAY more exciting,, just to Hear her, in the Now,, it was what i Needed. And when she finally did sent me something Current, she was Hot. REALLY Hot. She would talked Shit on my former girl and how she deserves everything and her nothing, and meanwhile i Pay her 10x what i had been giving to somebody in Need. Sometimes she would quote me a Rate for content and then just arbitrarily say actually i need Double That or i can just expose your Info. Sometimes she would promise something and just never Do It.

But sometimes.. sometimes she would finally sent her Content in Full Resolution,, i had spent over 2k before i finally saw her Current Nude. And she look INCREDIBLE, hotter than the Old blurry pics from when she was Younger that she was using at first.

Every day i tell her not to Answer the next time i Message, but she does Anyway. I need to stop this, i have no Power on this dynamic and hence no Guardrail to my Spending, and yet it Continues..

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u/Coward_and_a_thief — 2 months ago