Im so ducking tired of my body idk what to do
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I (18F) cant stand being a 30-31 inch waist. I fucking hate it i feel fat and ugly all the damn time and I wear a size large. I fluctuate between 135-140.
Im not looking to loose weight because I have a history with annorexia and I know where that road will lead if I start it.
But even even when I was hospitalized for several malnourishment I was 115 with a waist of 28 and you coukd littery see all of my bones and spine. And I don't know what's fucking wrong with mr. My rib cage and pelvic bone are only like two fingers away from each other. and I have to wear a size large at least cause when I sit my stomach obviously comes out more
I cant tell if this is dysphoria or if im actually fat and boxy and ugly and I know i look prepubesent I just can't stand jt. I work out alot and im strong, really strong, so why can't my body reflect that.
Im sorry I just hate my body image and don't know what im doing wrong
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