I think I am crushing on her…
I (17y/o girl) think I have a crush on one of my friends (also 17y/o girl).
We had lost contact for a while since we were in different friend groups and different classes but we started talking when we met at some parties with mutual friends.
It’s been about a week since the last one. We’ve been texting every night for 5 days, conversations lasting from 2-3 hours or more.
I thought I just saw her as a friend or that we are maybe growing into bestfriends (idk) but I’ve been thinking about her a lot. I wake up and I want to talk with her. I go to sleep thinking about her (cause we were talking lol). And all throughout the day, I wonder if I should text her about different things. I feel nervous. I don’t like it. Not that I don’t like her, she’s genuinely great person. I just don’t want to have a crush on her and ruin this friendship.
I don’t really know if what I have is a crush (although it does seem like it) but I am also generally in denial about crushes. I’m just not entirely sure about my feelings since they are so new.
She is gay. But she had a date with one of my friends not long ago (who she also has a crush on) and got rejected kindly but probably still has feelings for her. So I also feel wrong about that (having a crush on a friends date, a bit messed up).
She’s coming to my house in two days. I am lowkey panicking. What do I do…