u/Curious_Counter4519

I don't know If people do it intentionally but bigger social media is just rage baiting.

It been two and half decades since I came to this world. I am not where I wished I would be by the time I was to be celebrating this . it's been a journey though. Born 2000 nnaendelea aje . Mimi I am back home nothing to show for the past years. But grateful some few lessons hapa kule. But I guess twenties are for this making mistakes and learning from them.

Lost everything. Just me and my two goats and a dog in the bush. Good thing it is a third world country so just less than 30 dollars a month to survive. Since most of the food I am getting from the farm. Just the internet and a few groceries. I will be off grid the remaining part of the year to restructure. GOAL MAKE A MILLION NEXT YEAR. IT'S ACHIEVABLE .

So today I attended some burial service. I happened to stick around until those final moments when the casket got lowered to the grave. It's been a minute since I was in the search scenario . When that casket just disappeared . That's when the reality dawn on me. Wait, you mean this is it all just a quiet exit. And this is it all we only got one life . What I am even afraid off. Cheki ebu shot that shoot , Start that business. Write that book, take that trip . Enjoy that sunset view . Spend more time with your loved one . Be happy, worry less . Because this is it ,we only got one shot . And we don't get to carry anything just a simple casket. Anyway rest in peace mwalimu.

Wait a minute by the way si ni nyinyi mlikuwa mnachora line Kwa desk mkiekwa na wasichana . Some of you cried juu deskmate ni the other gender . What happened. Saa hii mnaandika huku paragraph.

After 26 years on God green earth I got my first kiss . You what was I doing with my youth. The passionate feeling of making out with someone. Boom today I met this babe we been randomly joking over the internet. Got the best touch of my life . Funny part is all along I used to think I don't deserve girl because I am poor. Now I am worse than being poor nothing under my name , almost homeless but I got a kiss .Life got different ways of showing you what you can get if you decide to be confident. May my world get better soon because I want more of this

I realized I never hate myself enough. I want something to trigger it. Just something to make me feel bad. Send me that voice note of you getting cracked. Let me here those mourns and realized how loser I am I will never have you .

Anybody in phone repair and laptop repair or you know someone in the field anaeza train someone

I am new to the job application. Like I have never applied for jobs before. My little background a little of it and a little of finance. Little information hapa na pale . I know the competition is tough out here but there is hope . Any one willing to take me through how you do your CV . How you applied your first. What should I check when applying for my first job.

Get treasured

I know I need a therapist yes but still I don't the damage is that bad . Yooooh but I crave some random weirdo stuff. Anybody lady evil enough to do it. Like kataa me kidogo and when I start to bleed drink that blood let me see it on your lips . Torture me and let me beg for mercy. I want some pain. And to the lest of the members we you all get loved . Like get fucking treasured by someone.

I know I need a therapist yes but still I don't the damage is that bad . Yooooh but I crave some random weirdo stuff. Anybody lady evil enough to do it. Like kataa me kidogo and when I start to bleed drink that blood let me see it on your lips . Torture me and let me beg for mercy. I want some pain. And to the lest of the members we you all get loved . Like get fucking treasured by someone.

Any lady who wants a slave . Like just treat me badly. I am trash so I don't deserve anything good. Make me worship you . Call me when you are getting railed anything to just make me feel bad . I know I am already fucked, off course I need to see a therapist but for now if you are evil enough take advantage of this situation. Only happens ones in life time. Get your whips and boot.

Any lady who wants a slave . Like just treat me badly. I am trash so I don't deserve anything good. Make me worship you . Call me when you are getting railed anything to just make me feel bad

As gooner trying to quit it . Fellow gooners how watching corn affecded you .

Started it out of curiosity, boom it been three years now . Fellow gooners it times to hang my boots. I enjoyed some , some did it out of boredom, hated myself after doing it.it's not enjoyable anymore but I always find myself doing it ,plus I have already started paying for my sins .But man whatever men. But honestly getting laiding is the most simplest thing but look the path I chose. Anyway wish me luck . Hope today was the last one .