u/CurlyHeisenburg

I can’t do it anymore. I finally got a new job that’s paying me decently well $25 an hour. I’m excited. My parents are super proud. But I want to treat this as the next chapter and quit as well. I’ve tried billion times over the past years and always end up going back. I also got a notebook. How can I efficiently document this experience and find my way through this incredibly uncomfortably time?

Edit: I’m 21. I play music in many bands and everywhere I go every room I’m in, it’s full of smoke. I live in New Orleans. I just want to feel comfortable and it’s like im addicted to going through the same anxiety riddled thought cycle every single day. It’s agonizing and im addicted to it. It just makes no sense.