Experiencing bizarre, negative "coincidences" after nocturnal emissions (2 months clean)
Hey everyone,
I’m in my mid-20s, physically fit, hit the gym regularly, and eat a clean, low-sugar diet. For the last two months, I’ve been completely clean : no voluntary ejaculations, no peeking, no edging, and zero intentional triggers.
However, some incredibly weird and devastating things have been happening to me, and I’m struggling to make sense of the timing.
Over these past two months, I’ve had exactly 5 nocturnal emissions (nightfall). Every single time it happens, a massive stroke of bad luck hits the very next day.
- The Rejections: Thrice, I was waiting on the results of exams/job interviews that had gone incredibly well. A random nightfall occurs, and the next morning, I wake up to a rejection email.
- The Tragedies: Bizarrely and tragically, the other two times I had an emission, a family member passed away the exact next day.
I don’t know what the fuck is going on. It feels like an insane streak of horrific luck, and it's starting to mess with my head because the timing is so specific.
I just cant seem to understand if its random or is something terribly wrong