I feel so lucky right now. My olanzapine got in reased to 15 mg‘s in march and over the past few months my tic frequency got less and less. It had been a month till my last tic and the urge/ tic sensation that I always used to have is gone aswell. I know tics wax and vain over time but what if the meds supress them so well they don‘t come back ?
I‘m so happy with my new pill box. Its smart with bluetooth and a app. Every day it will beep at me to take my pills. I always struggled to take my morning pills at time but now its not an issue anymore.
This is going though my mind and I can‘t shake the feeling that this will end badly for me.
I‘m currently stable but for how long. When I‘m psychotic I always come to the same conclusion that I have to end my life. I have been hospitaliced a couple of times already but it keeps happening. I feel kinda helpless cause it is out of my control. My mind works against me.
How do you guys heal with that problem ? I just can‘t find a long term solution to this problem.
Maybe I‘m just imagining things but it feels like when I started lamotregine my seizure frequency increased before they stopped. Any one else who went though this ?