u/DARKTRON010

somebody texted me here for invitation, hope we can motivate and lift up each othe

Hey guys, I don't know it is a right place to put it I am still addicted to porn and pmo stuff, for like 6 years, every time I say I'll quit but I couldn't... for the past years I learnt about semen retention, sexual transmutation, I opened my chakras through consistent meditation and then listening to frequencies, classical or cinematic music, I did some testicular breathing, I tried many new supplements that gives me clarity, testosterone, sleep quality,

When I really think about it, I did only like 2-3 times of getting to a month of avoiding from pmo and only one time getting almost to the 90 days ( in these past 6 years). In a not far future I see myself freeing from pornography, reached higher consciousness( Still some events happening to me that I can't explain logically), figured everything about myself.... all these good stuff, having family, kids, great at work, a simple life.....

well I've been saying these that I'll free myself and here I am, I don't know how to get beyond the lines of my unconscious,

I can quit easily so many things when I just say that ok I quit bla bla, stuff like coffee, sugary snacks, social media, games.... however the thing with the porn is I can't explain how but so strong to break it,

I don't know if you believe but maybe God is trying to teach me or just giving me obstacles to get over it for the life and stuff I want, he wants me to be strong and resilient that's why he is (maybe) testing me with lust...

just wanted to pour out my heart, this community taught me amazing perspectives..