
So, what do if I want to put makeup, but that same makeup will probably give me dysphoria?
(image to cope)
So, I started to think for a bit, and even though I am way more happier being the man I am (even before transition), I think what doesn't help is the fact that I still have makeup when I was in the era of denying my own masculinity just for bad people.
Thing is, I still want to try them, but I have the fear that trying it may give me dysphoria or disappointment to myself, so, what I do? Should I try and experiment just to see what fits me? Because I may try if I can, anything will help!