It Wasn’t Fake
None of it was fake. I have been doing nothing but praying for your healing, peace, and well being. I never meant to do you any harm and I never would. We were placed in a difficult situation. I have acknowledged and taken responsibility for my wrong doing to the best of my ability. If you can think about it you can understand why I had to put distance between us.
I hope you can forgive me.
Im still here, only in mind and spirit now. I hope you choose healing, I hope you choose love instead of hate. I hope you find the peace that is always available to you. You could still reach me if you really wanted to, and I wouldn’t ignore you - the real you- that pure heart behind your eyes you showed me on many occasions. THAT is what drew me in, not your body.
I’m hoping you can put aside your anger and allow something new to take hold in your life. I want more than anything to know the best version of you. I meant everything I said, and I know none of it was ever hateful.
With Love that hasn’t faltered, despite the distance.