I havr been wanting to kill myself due to my differneces for years.
I am 17M and I have aspergers and have been contemplating killing myself for at least 6-7 years whilst never acting on it, and most likely wont act on it but it everyday it spirals in my head that I want to just disappear and die. I do not have many friends, peers don't like me, i hate myself, my life is slowly starting to cruble , piece by piece, I am useless at school education, failing courses , anything nowedays is fully draining me. I want friends and even some people who are fine with me I fail to be a good friend with. I just wanna die. End of rant