Cleaning out the garage and found my dads old collection of drinks. Made sure to take pictures before he got rid of them. There was an already scratched off version of the titty beer but I figured I would keep this a little more sfw since ive never seen anything nsfw on this sub.
This is gonna be long.. im feeling a lot of emotions today.
During the pandemic I asked my mom to put two boxes of dolls into storage. I wasn’t collecting at that point but wanted to keep them. I started collecting 3? maybe 4 years ago now around when g3 came out. I found one box in storage but couldn’t find the other. The place was a mess tho and I can’t get out there often. Today we finally cleaned out the entire space. They aren’t there..
Im pretty devastated. It doesn’t help that my mom doesn’t really take accountability for anything. Im pretty sure she accidentally donated them bc I had given her a box to donate when I gave her boxes to store. But shes never going to admit that. She will probably offer to replace them, its just I really wanted my dolls.. Im trying to be okay and remember that I still have some including my favorite ones, Core Drac and dead tired Ghoulia. But It really is getting to me.
It didn’t really help that I was cleaning out everything with my dad and my sister who are so “I don’t need stuff just toss everything I don’t care about any of it its just stuff”. So when I was expressing how sad I was they were just kinda brushing it off.. I know they didn’t mean to and they were trying to make me feel better it just did the opposite. “its just stuff”…. but its stuff I cared about deeply… When I said it also stung a bit more knowing my mom would never take accountability (im not mad at her this is just a pattern and sometimes I wish she could just admit she messed up) they told me I shouldn’t be and I can only control how I react to the situation and it doesn’t matter what she says or doesn’t say. Which is true but I kinda just wanted to be upset over something that mattered to me and it all felt so dismissive. Im not gonna be upset forever but can I just be upset today at least..
so goodbye skull shores ghoulia, frankie,
lagoona, clawdeen, duce, and my one novi stars doll. I hope they went to someone who really cares about them and takes good care of them. I have a beautiful collection that I love and adore but it will always feel a little empty without them..