u/DatabaseNo9633

Bruh I need this class to graduate. I'm really not trying to stay another semster.

I know posts like this are most likley very common, so apologies in advance, but I'm hoping for some real direction, perspective, and insight.

My background:
I'm a 21-year-old student who doesn't speak a lick of French. Growing up, I was usually able pick up a few words here and there when they're paired with gestures, but that's about it. Growing up, everyone else in my family spoke French as their native tongue — my father, mother, brother, aunts, uncles, the whole family tree — except me (American influence, I guess). It's always quietly bothered me that I'm the only one who doesn't speak it. Family friends and relatives will sometimes ask me "C'est pas français?" and I just have to say no, which is a little embarrassing every time.

Earlier this year, my father brought up taking trips to Canada and France for Christmas, and I'm genuinely excited to go. It feels like the right push to finally learn. What makes this matter most to me, though, is my grandmother. Being able to actually speak French with her — not through translation, not through someone else relaying what I mean, would mean everything to me. That's really the heart of why I want to do this.

My goals:
I don't expect to be fluent by the end of the year, and I understand this takes consistent effort over time, not a few weeks of cramming. What I'm after, first and foremost, is a solid foundation: enough to hold a basic conversation, understand what's being said around me, and actually connect with my family — especially my grandmother — instead of feeling like an outsider at my own gatherings. Once I've got the basics down, I want to keep building from there — moving past simple phrases into actual fluency over time, rather than treating this trip as a finish line.

I'm fortunate to have a family friend who's fluent and willing to help me learn, so I'll definitely be leaning on them for practice and guidance along the way. Beyond that, I'm looking for additional resources — apps, structured courses, grammar books, French movies or shows with subtitles, music, podcasts — whatever actually builds real, usable skills rather than just flashcard memorization. Free or affordable resources preferred.

Any advice, structured learning plans, specific resources, or tips from people who've learned French as adults — would mean a lot. I'd love to surprise my family, and especially my grandmother, with real conversational French by the time we go, and keep growing from there long after.

All insight is appreciated, and if you have any questions regarding my family background, or anything else, feel free to ask, if that will help. Thank you guys so much.