u/Datitchucuntash

I feel this sick feeling of anxiety fear like something will happen after 8pm I have a worry feeling over me and I don’t know wat it is or how to fix it

Started a job met this guy he wasn’t gross like many man he was clean looking lean tall funny should attentiveness to me made me feel guilty for catching feelings but my husband is just a roommate to me I’m a live in Made doesn’t buy me flowers I ask for attention a hug emotional support beg him to hold me cuz I feel sad and I just a simple” get over it we are adults the kids are the once that throw tantrums” I can honestly say I feel I’ll never be really loved not even my kids will like me because I have to be the strict parent because I don’t want them to be crap humans cuz of my husband

160 muscle when I met my husband I cook clean work do anything that is needed around the house husband can’t be bothered with the “manly” stuff like cars or house issues so either I figure it out or it’s broken and if I spend money I just love wasting money even though I ask for things to be made right yet I never get told to make dinner lunch laundry bath the kids but it gets done how can I get a husband and not another child