Chapter 1 of The Silver Queen’s Heart [High Fantasy, 1966 words]
The first thing I felt when I opened my eyes was the weight of Aemon's arm draped over my bare waist and his broad, toned chest against my back. Even when we slept he still protected me. Carefully repositioning myself in order to look upon his sleeping visage, the lines on his battle-worn face were not as harsh. My eyes then drifted down to his bare chest where old and new scars alike adorned his chest like medals. The older scars were little more than streaks of silvery skin at this point while the newer ones were a fading reddish-pink color. Unconsciously I began to delicately trace my fingers along the lengths of his many scars, mapping them like a cartographer maps terrain.
Each scar was its own self contained narrative. A well placed lance from jousting during the Midsummer tourney. An arrow that found its mark in the gap of his armor during a minor rebellion. A lucky strike during a routine sparring session with Barron. And then there was his special scar. A small silvery line of raised skin on his lower right side from an assassin's blade meant for a foolish princess who thought she was untouchable. Just as I was about to move my hand away from the scar, I felt his hand move over mine, keeping it in place. Looking up from his chest, our eyes met instantly, and I once more found myself under his spell.
I waited for Aemon to say something, anything, but he remained silent as stone. It wasn't a tense or awkward silence, but a thoughtful one. Being a stoic, he was big on introspection and thinking things through before saying or doing anything. Then, I felt his hand cup my cheek before he leaned in and gently kissed me upon my lips. He still tasted of the rich, dark wine we drank well into the night when everyone else had retired for night save for the guards. When we finally parted from our kiss, I unconsciously let out a small sigh of disappointment, and an amused grin formed on his lips as quickly as it faded back into his usual calm, stoic disposition. Only then was the silence between us finally broken.
"Dawn has come, and we must see to our duties," he said, ever the pragmatist between us.
"Or, we could just stay in bed all day? Who would begrudge us?" I asked half-jokingly as I nestled myself closer to him.
"Plenty of people. Our charges chief amongst them," Aemon said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
Looking into his calm azure eyes was like staring out into the vast expanse of the eastern sea on a clear summer morning. They were beautiful, but also dangerous. Just like the sea during a storm. But unlike the sea, the destruction he wrought was never indiscriminate. There was always a purpose behind it: Defending the innocent. Purging snakes from my court. Correcting improper form. It's what made his so dangerous. So feared. Respected. Beloved. Anyone can take a life, but not everyone has the empathy to spare someone when he has every reason to kill them, or the wisdom to know when it's time to end the bloodshed.
"You think so? You don't think Barron would leap at the opportunity to spend the entire day with his beloved Annalise?" I asked knowingly.
"I know he would. That's why we can't stay in bed all day. He's bound to do something completely asinine in an attempt to impress her if I'm not around to keep an eye on him," Aemon said, but despite his bemused tone, there was an amused grin tugging at the corner of his lips.
"Were you so different at his age?" I asked.
"No. That's what worries me," he said as he climbed out of bed and began to put his discarded clothes back on.
"Aemon," I said in my regal, authoritative tone that I reserved for court and problematic lordlings. "When you look at Barron, what do you see? Do you see the young man he's become, or the little boy you used to comfort at night because he was far away from his family and home?"
He didn't answer right away. He simply stared at his chest-plate as if it was the most interesting thing in the room. Then he let out a long, soft sigh before he put it on followed by the rest of his armor save for his helmet. But as he looked around for Dawnbringer, I simply tapped the adamantine blade against the wood floor. The clanging steel rang out as clear as the morning bells from the bell tower.
"My sword," he said, holding out his hand expectantly.
"Not until you answer my question," I said simply.
"It's...complicated. A part of me will always regard Barron as the boy he used to be: Wild, reckless, full of wonder and hope, and curiosity. I also know he's not that boy anymore. I know he's a young man. I know he can look after himself, but he's my boy, Ireleth. He's my boy as much as he is William Swann's," Aemon said.
Smiling softly, I walked across my chambers, still naked, but unabashed, and placed Dawnbringer back in his hands.
"And that is why I love you," I said with a confident smile before raising myself up and on the tips of my tones to place a kiss on his cheek. "Now go before my lady-in-waiting walks in on us."
"As my queen commands," he said, sheathing Dawnbringer. But before he left my side, he leaned down and placed another kiss on my lips. The lover in me was tempted to drag him back to the bed and keep him all to myself for the rest of the day, but the queen in me won out in the end, like she always did, and I reluctantly let him go.
"Do not keep me waiting Dragon-Knight," I said just before he left my chambers.
"I wouldn't dream of it," he said, flashing a confident smile before leaving my chambers.
With Aemon gone for the time being, the space felt entirely too large for a single woman. It was almost comical how large my chambers were compared to the others within the royal apartments. But before I got too lost in thought again, I made my way over to my bed and retrieved my blue silk robe from off the footboard. And not a moment too soon. Three rhythmic knocks echoed from outside my door before the familiar, youthful voice of my ward and lady-in-waiting followed.
"My queen, are you decent? May I come in?" She asked.
"You may," I answered calmly as I took a seat by the hearth.
Annalise walked with a silver platter of bread, cheese, and fruit in hand, wearing a beautiful forest green and gold-lined dress that formed perfectly around the soft curves of her body. Her long, wavy, dark auburn hair was tossed over her right shoulder, while her pale skin seemed to shimmer in sunlight, and her soft emerald-green eyes shined with a confidence and youthful vigor that filled my heart and mind with relief and joy.
"Good morning, my queen," Annalise smiled warmly as she placed the platter on the small table between my chair and Aemon's. "Did you sleep well?"
"I did, when I finally went to sleep," I said with a playful yet satisfied smile. "And you? How was your night, my darling sparrow? No late night confessions of love between you and your swan?"
Annalise snorted out a small laugh, covering the lower part of her face with the cup of her hand.
"It was one time, my queen," she insisted, as if that mattered in the slightest.
"And it shall remain one of my most treasured memories between you two," I said as I spread a dollop of honey across my slice of bread. "It was like witnessing something right out of a fairytale."
"What about you and Sir Aemon?" Annalise asked as she tore off a piece of her slide of bread.
"What about us?" I asked curiously.
"What was your fairytale moment?" She asked.
"When he took an assassin's blade meant for me. He claimed, at the time, that he was simply doing his duty as a Silver Knight, but duty doesn't compel a man to run halfway across the tourney grounds to fight an assassin bare-chested with naught but his bare hands," I said.
"Bare-chested and unarmed!?" She asked in a mix of shock and awe. "He's insane."
I laughed softly in amusement. "Believe me, I know, but I learned to love him for it," I said with a fond smile.
After breaking my fast with Annalise, I made my way into the adjacent antechamber where the maids had prepared a hot bath for me. Untying the ropes of my robe, I let it slip from my form and pool at my feet before I stepped into the copper tub. The steaming hot water was both bracing and soothing. Both my bodily aches and pains and the troubles of my mind melted away in the steam, and I allowed myself to relax. Annalise walked in shortly after with her soft-leather bound book in hand. On the front cover was stamped a coiling dragon devouring its own tail. The sigil of the Dragon-Knight.
"Care for some poetry, my queen?" Annalise asked as she took a seat on the nearby ottoman.
"That sounds lovely," I smiled fondly.
“I have seen the dawn upon your face; The golden light that breaks across your brow; I know my soul has found its dwelling place; And all my oaths are nothing to this vow. I guard the gate, I bear the sword, But you alone command the heart within; No foreign king could make my courage yield; Yet at your whisper, all my strength grows thin. The courtly world may call this service blind; A fool who kneels to beauty's gentle hand; But they have never known what I have found—A queen who holds a kingdom in command. So let them laugh; I wear my chain with grace; For in your keeping, I have found my place," Annalise recited.
I was speechless. No one has ever captured Aemon's devotion for me so eloquently. Most use it as an opportunity to poke fun at the otherwise unassailable Dragon-Knight. Vain attempts to humiliate him that only end in them nearly soiling themselves when Aemon locks eyes with them.
"Do you like it?" Annalise asked nervously.
"Like it, Annalise? I love it," I said. "You'll recite it to Aemon, won't you?"
"If he desires to hear it. I'm sure he's heard countless ballads and poems about the topic already," Annalise said.
"True, but he's hasn't heard yours," I said with an encouraging smile. "Tonight at supper, when it's just the four of us. How does that sound?"
"Actually, I was planning to recite it during court recess. My special way of telling all the self-serving lords and ladies of court who snicker at you and Aemon to shove it where the sun doesn't shine," Annalise said.
"Annalise!" I said shocked but almost greatly amused.
"Lady Jaena's words, not mine," she insisted with a guilty smile.
"That does not surprise me in the slightest," I laughed softly with Annalise.
Being from the lower city, my spy-mistress isn't one to mince words, or pretty them up like some of my courtiers do. It's why I trust her above them. Anyone can tell me what I want to hear, but not everyone can tell me what I need to hear.