u/DeAZNguy

God's number is said to be 7.

7 represents divine purpose.

33 represents Master teacher/healer & also the age Jesus died; represents an intense drive to protect and heal the world, and a life path defined by immense self-sacrifice and public scrutiny.

Michael (7 letters) Jackson (7 letters).

Born in 1958 at 7:33 pm. (19 + 58 = 77) & 7th hour + 33 (Jesus died at 33).

He was the 7th child born out of 9 children in his family.

His middle name & also father's name was Joseph like Jesus's legal father.

The day his hair caught on fire was exactly half of his life to the day. He was 25 yrs old, 4 months & 29 days old when his hair caught fire, & 25 yrs, 4 months & 29 days later he died. The burning represents the start of his downfall & reliance on painkillers & inability to sleep which would eventually lead to overdose on anesthesia used as rest.

Mj signed his will on July 7th 2002, exactly 7 years later on July 7, 2009. His memorial was held.

Mj's birth time at 7:33 also represents Mj's life exactly as a globally influential healer who faced a massive public trial and crucifixion by the media.

He was born with a unique gift right from birth. Became the most famous celebrity & immensly loved by countries all around the world. And every big artist was inspired by him. He was always polite, soft spoken, humble, kind & spreaded positive messages & donated hundreds of millions while doing so. Heal the world, Earth song, man in the mirror, black or white, beat it, bad, lost children. Addressing gang violence, racism, world hunger/suffering, environment/destruction. Even got rival crip & blood gang members to collaborate on his musivc video: beat it. He was on top of the world & loved by everyone. Then came the ultimate betrayal by the same people he helped due to greed.

His life kind of followed jesus who was known as a beacon of hope, peace, healing, & patience but was ultimately betrayed by the disciples, accusations of blasphemy & killed for his influence he had. Like jesus, u need to have faith & understanding of his goodness. The world is kinda split with MJ too, a good amount believes he's innocent & the others dont have faith believing that he was too good to be true so he must be guilty.

Unfortunately the average Black American's Ancestors likely included the slave owners who commonly raped them. *Note that the average Black American is 25% white. The average White American's ancestors were more likely not Slave owners as only 1.4% of US population back then were slave owners.

They are choosing their identity & siding with the oppressed but they are more directly related to those white slave masters that they hate so much meanwhile blaming white people who not only didn't own slaves but their ancestors more likely didn't compared to black ancestors.

This isnt just black people tho. Mexicans are Native Americans that mixed with the Spainards for example. Colonization is prevelant & part of how many came to be.

Maybe this realization can help stop the blaming & start solving the internal issues.

Earlier I was feeling overwhelmed with bills & debt, stopped by a wawa gas station to refuel, grab some food & nicotine pouches. Had a quesadilla but was still hungry so went back in for family sized meatballs. The food & gas totalled up to over $45. Felt like I wasted money so I gambled $45 on a random live tennis match. I won, but it was tensed & idk if I had a panic atrack or was about to have a heart attack cuz it was really hard to breathe for a couple of minutes. I thought I was about to die there but didnt want to make a scene & have an expensive a trip to ER & be in more debt. I would rather die than have hospital bills stacked on top of my debt.

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I already drove for 8 hrs & was about to call it a day especially after winning my bet but that near death experience made me lock in on my financial goals & outlook to be more consistent so I continued driving Uber to make more money.

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Because of that, I ran into this lovely passenger. Immediately when she came into my car she asked what kind of Asian I was? She's black but said how she just found out she's 10% Asian through ancestry test & that her dad wasnt actually her dad. She also complimented my Music taste.

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As I dropped her off she said she hoped to see me again soon & that she likes eating at this pho place. I saw that as a hint so I asked if she wanted to exchange numbers & she did. Immediately my mood lifted & it made my day. I have something to look forward to & motivate me.

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What do I do from here on? What do I text her & how soon? Is this against Uber's rules?

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I just did a hop step with Pablo Banchero somehow but dont know how to replicate it. Insane how 2k mobile has a list of secret moves u can do but no official tutorial found anywhere. I figured out step backs, side step, spin move, post fade, hook shot already.

I think it'll be cool if at the end of the season, we get to have a physical version of the cards sent to us. Say they let us choose 10-25 cards that we aquired digitally made physical with the stats on the back.

Cuz when the season ends, cards reset & we feel like we lost alot of time and progress, it's irritating. But it's understandable for the grind in order to continue playing.

But if our cards can turn physical at the end of each season, it can feel worth it to have something we paid so much money for. To admire, trade, build a collection, or build value as some cards will be rare. Especially if they put a limit on how much cards get sent physically.

I think, it'd be a great business model too & will get people spending alot to get rare cards they can hold on to. But the game continues resetting digitally to not affect gameplay.

Would u guys be more willing to spend money on cards if they get sent physically at the end of the season?