Let me introduce myself to me.
Literally sometimes I feel like a big looser. Two years a go I lost somebody dear to me. And as a way of coping with everything I started gambling.
I didn't know I was digging my own hell where I am my own personal enemy. I have lost everything and most importantly I have lost the sense of who I am.
I have started to steer my life sterling in the correct direction bust starting with nothing, but as they say 'starting with experience' sometimes it feels slow but peaceful at the same time.
The loans I owe people I cannot even start explaining but all in all I am happy to have found Reddit where I can open up little by little and heal.
Cheers to the peaceful stable life. Please if you want to open up in the comments feel free. Thank you❤