u/Dear-Opportunity-287

But I would do it if you showed me. I don’t want to hurt you, and I don’t want to be hurt. I want to love you in the simplest way. Love you in a way that feels pure and safe. I don’t know how we arrived where we are now. So much had happened, the map is hard to follow. I wish I could see from your perspective. I wish I could hear your most quiet thoughts. Even if they hurt me. I wish I could silence the doubts and fears in both of our heads. I’ll always do my best to meet you where you’re at and love you as you are, but I’m lost right now and could use a guiding hand. A nudge in the right direction. If you love me half as much as I love you please give me a push. Some reassurance would be awesome. I don’t need some kind of grand gesture, but something small, some tiny confirmation that I’m not in this alone would go such a long way. I feel nervous to speak any of this to you right now. Recently it feels like I can’t do anything right when it comes to us. I’m going to keep trying and trying because I know if we make it through it will be more than worth it. I wish we could let go of all the pain and hurt and just be us again. The us we used to be when everything was easy. I miss that version of us. I miss who I was with you. Mostly, I just miss you.

Tell me you’re sorry. Tell me you only said those things because you were angry and you didn’t mean them. Tell me you want me to come home. Tell me you love me. Tell me we’re gonna be okay. Tell me it was a dream.. tell me anything.