r/unsentLoveLetters1st

I still like you even after all this time. I've been an absolute idiot I know. It's ridiculous to be on here writing this but here we are. I don't know if I missed out on hints to talk from you recently or not but that's what I want to happen. Not to go over the past or speak about what we hate about each other. I want to admit that I do like you and just explain the reasons why it looks like I don't sometimes.im trying to be careful for both of us because of where we are each other and I don't want to move when I'm not 100 percent sure it's going to be what you are looking for. I'm done overthinking things with you. If at any point you want to hear me say it and anything else youd want to know then I'm open to it. I don't want to sit here confused or confusing anybody else I'm done with that. I want to be direct with you and show you that you matter. I have no idea where your head is at but if for some reason you stumble across this then just know I'm open to just getting it out without any stress or expectations involved. If you do still think anything for me then you at least deserve to know the truth.

Just give me an opening and I'll do the talking

Can I just get a hug. Can you please just hug me. Hold me. I need to feel your touch, the warmth of ur embrace!

That’s all just a hug. Pretty please with a cherry on top and thank you!

💙🙏

My fucken personality ALWAYS gets me in trouble oh and my soft eyes!
Sometimes I do get good trouble ain’t gonna lie.

I don’t share my eyes with everyone cuz, they get lost. It’s like they go into a transe and they just wanna stare and it makes me uncomfortable. Plus I don’t want them having feelings: When I speak with people I don’t stare at them ofc im polite and respectful but tend to look in small glances elsewhere! I look at them but their eyes I don’t look into.

I’m sorry if the twinkle of my eye has hypnotized you! U will always remember them! They wil haunt you. Didn’t wanna do that to u. I really do Love yah. Ur eyes haunt me also!

Told u I wasn’t like the rest! I’m so different… so are you. Do we mirror each other. I’m Definitely a keeper….Cuz my kinda love isnt for the weak, or the people who fail to take risks.

You know why cuz now I look for everything I deprived my self from!

I too look for those with soft eyes!
Baby I fell for ur soft eyes!
They make me dream of dreams that my mind goes into every possibility imaginable to any existence:

That is the effect u have on me.
It’s not Obsession sweetheart
It’s an unconditional type of love that has no bounds or limits. It’s never been written or thought of into any existence!
Yes they exist.
My love for u doesn’t come with conditions and it’s timeless.

We’re 2 souls that have been reunited in each realm of existence and possibility. Everything about u feels familiar.

I loved u in that life
I love u now in this life
And
I will forever love u into the next

And remember this sweetheart
We cannot ever run away from it… from this. I prayed about u. I don’t care what u think. There is reason behind our story!
it doesn’t matter who comes into our lives…others will be there, come and go to fill a void
Just know my dear Mirrored Soulmate
For me
You will always be the one!

I want u to be part of my existence now. I’ll take that at any capacity.
Things take time. Rome wasn’t built in a day, even our creator took time to create.

So
Let’s not rush it
Let’s treasure it
Let’s add into it
Let’s just enjoy it
Let’s enjoy the now

Deal…

💙🙏

D.J.
I was your friend but it feels like you were never mine. I did all the reaching out and all the work to keep us together. I waited for you every single time you’d disappear. I’d believe all the things you’d say to me that kept me wrapped around your finger. You were my first thought waking up and my last thought going to bed. I shared everything with you. You were my best friend. Closer than a friend. But I guess you got tired of me. Or found someone more interesting. Our conversations got shorter and you’d disappear for longer periods of time. And I’m just a fool sitting here waiting for you. Even though I know you don’t care for me the same way. It’s no need to lie. I know you don’t. The last time you saw me and I told you I felt like we were never really friends you said that wasn’t true. You show me all the time what I mean to you and that’s nothing… I mean nothing to you. I’m an idiot for still wanting you to come back.

Love Always
Little wanderer

I’ll never be on your level of greatness. Maybe that’s why you disappeared again 😔 I’m so glad you gave me the chance to know you.

I might be older than you by 13 yrs but I’m so healthy. I get my period every month, I ovulate. I’m very fertile. I could get pregnant right now & not to brag but both my pregnancy’s were perfect & healthy. My labor was a piece of cake & I took no epidural. I breastfed both babies, I also did tandem for a year. Idk I’ve toyed with the idea of being a surrogate, but they probably think I’m too old. I’m not tho, my eggs are fine. I’d totally do it again for you. Absolutely you. Always you. One more time. We can still do everything we’ve ever wanted with children. Which leads me back to ovulation, that’s what’s happening rightnow & just not fun being alone. I imagine me (yes I’m gon squish you 😘) sitting on your lap & winding my arms around your neck & head taking your bun out. Run my fingers through your hair & massage your head. I wanna cup that face in my hands & kiss your face all over while I tell you how freaking amazing you are. Cus you deserve to hear that. I want cuddles again, I don’t remember what being held feels like, & that’s not all his fault. I’ll take responsibility for that, I fell out of love over 9 years ago I stopped enjoying it then to so I forget what love making is like. (Also I’ve been celibate since November of last year.) I trust you tho, I feel safe with you. It’s not even about sex either, it’s spiritual how I feel, how I know you feel as well & finally catching on to it. It’s not just a physical thing because if that were the case I know there’s a line waiting for you. You’re very handsome & I love your physique I want to play with your hands & massage them. I’ve never in my life experienced something like this before. It’s wild my man. I have no clue when you & I can happen but I trust the divine timing of it all. And I’m thoroughly enjoying life, just not rightnow by myself ovulating. Until then I hope you’re enjoying just as much! Hhmmph

Love you, your moon twin

My life before I met you, I had nobody, no family friends or anyone close to me i could talk to, trust, or even care about like a normal person may. Life was shallow, boring, and I was in a horrible place. I was headed in a even worse place. But then I met you. The first day was confusing in itself. Everything was lighter and I had already started to want to take care of you. To be there. Its weird, meeting someone not knowing them but almost instantly wanting to be the one to protect them and be there. But that's how it was for me. Then we started dating. Tbh we should have got to know each other better first. Because I wasn't the best. And I regret that. But we didnt. So you couldn't see it all, you saw a bit, of the person I was. I was Protective in a way but but for the right reasons then. I wanted you all to myself because the light you brought into my life.. I didnt want to give up. I was manipulative at times too. Getting upset or mad at you and emotionally manipulating you. I dont want to even say why I'd do that. Because there will never be a excuse for it all. Even if I wasn't that bad you say, I wasn't that great either. And I wish I was who you deserved and needed back then. But I wasn't thinking about you. Not much at least. I was thinking about me. And how it felt to be around you. What you distracted me from. Our first break up showed me some that who I was, wasn't good. That I wanted to get better. For you. To try again. And I did. But then She came Into the picture. I made mistakes with that. With gow I felt. Because I wanted you to be happy. Because I didnt know what to do. But it happend. And at some point, you wanted her. Not me. Which was fine. You are never forced to be with one or the other. You can love who you want. But then.. it hurt. Bad. I hated it. And I hated you for it. But I couldn't blame you. It wasn't your fault and you didn't know any better. But we broke up again. Im sure there's at least three to four times we have. Bit after it all. We just stopped. Stopped trying to make it work. Moved on. Amd even if its been a year an four months now, im still working on myself everyday to not only get over you, but to be the best person I can to you. Because I relizsed something. Yea. You are the person who brought light and hope into my world. But your more then that too.. its hard to describe.. you're somebody who just talking to can make me feel like everything is going to be ok. Just hearing your voice pulls me back from whatever dark place I fall back into. But thats not why I love you. I love you because you've also been here for me. Youve stayed my friend amd worked things out with me for this long. And im so greatful to you. Im so glad ive seen how much you've grown. How much more mature you've gotten. You're a amazing person, a wonderful friend, and the person who loves you next.. i hope they see just how good you are and treats you exactly how you deserve.

There's more. I dont know how to say it but there's so much more. Without you I lose the light that guides me, the hope i feel, but also the pride I take in knowing you, the person who makes me want to wake up and try. I lose all reason to want a future, a life, I start to go back to those dark places, because when your not around anymore when im left to myself and the rest of this world again, im reminded again and again how dark it is.

But I cant tell you that you have to stay because of me. Because that's not true nor right. I want you to do wjat you want. What makes you happy or feel is best for you. Regardless of me and how I handle things. I am not your responsibility. The things I do are on me. Nobody else. So if you read this and think you have to do something for me dont think that. Because its not true..

Thank you for coming into my life. For putting up with me for so long. And for being the light I needed. I love you so much. And I will always be here for you.

Ill probably make a part two when im thinking mkre clearly..because this isnt even half of it.

Should I tell her..? I want to. But it wouldn't do any good. I know that. But I want to tell her.

Advice pls..!!

There's more to me and her and stuff I wanna post later. Pur dynamic friendship and past relationship

I'm here wondering if you caught all the sudden calls to you. The music that mentions you without mentioning your name in physical form. Do you know that most of what I write finds at least a smidge of you between the lines. Do you know how often I think of you? No ..because we are not the same. I thought we were once upon a time...but we are very different .. I give way too much, and you...way too little. I don't mind the silence but I do mind the ignoring phases

Leaving me in read hurts my feelings especially after I see you on social media. I've noticed many changes in you...like the constant use of a social platform. You were never active before. I notice the changes in attitude towards me ..the I love you turned into take cares. I get it. It was all me...I did it .lock me up right? I have the burden of proof just the same as you. But somehow I still love you. Probably more than ever before ..when I start feeling down and think that you don't care at all ..there you are. So I sit here and I think of the night you came outside and sat beside me. I could feel the heat, the tension, I wanted so badly to tell you right then that I loved you ..but I knew it couldn't be...so when you leave me in silence I write ..songs... poems...anything. You've made it on to every album I've done...but did you know?

Will your beard tickle on my skin I wonder as I fall into a day dream slumber As I wrap my legs around you Skin to skin Hearts beating like thunder Breathlessly I wonder What your hands would feel like on the inside of my wrist Pressing them down while my neck you kiss Hips to hips, I can just feel it I can see it in my minds eye And your eyes don’t lie I’m curious how we will fit I know it will be glorious & I want all of it. I want an everything bath Where We bare it all & let our bodies do the math. Oh my sexy man there is so much in my head to share. I’m a safe place for your heart & your body & mind I will always care. Love you Your moon twin

Maybe you’ll read this tonight. I really wish I could get a hold of you. I hope you had the best day ever and I love you. I really wish you’d visit TADA soon.

You're welcome, always, forever and in any form.
Everything I do for you comes from a place of genuine care.
It feels natural, almost effortless, to stand beside you and support you in the things that matter to you.

I am honoured to walk even a small part of your path with you.
To see your dreams, your strength, your quiet determination, it inspires me more than you know.
Helping you move toward your goals is not a burden; it is a privilege.

There is a softness in the way I think of you, a warmth that settles in my chest whenever your name crosses my mind.
You bring light into ordinary days, and comfort into difficult ones.
And though these words will never be sent, they are true all the same.

My love to you, steady, sincere, and without expectation.
Wherever life takes you, I hope you feel supported, valued, and never alone in your journey.

I love you!

❤️💙

Things take time, but Im more than grateful to God that I at least get to interact with u when the opportunity presents itself. Patience is a virtue.

Missing you. Take care hun… pls reach out! Give me a sign through the ether! 💙🙏

You know, I have been beating myself up about the ending of our relationship. I've taken accountability on my end for the fact that I let fear win. Today I finally recognized that you did too. There were things that you could have done, but you were too afraid. Now I acknowledge that we both messed up and are both missing out.

I pray that your life is good regardless. I still love you and hope your life is full of love, even if it's not from me.

Love always - J

i want to be your filthy, rough-handed lover — the one who makes you forget every other man who’s ever touched you. nobody has ever set this savage hunger loose in me the way the thought of you does. even when I’m alone, i'm rock hard imagining what you taste like, what you smell like, how you sound when you completely let go.

i crave every nasty, primal part of you. i want to bury my face between your legs when your pussy is hairy and untrimmed, licking and sucking those beautiful lips until my face dripping with you. i want to press my nose into your sweaty flower after a long day and inhale that thick, feminine scent that makes my penis throb uncontrollably. i want to bury my face in your ass, breathing in that dirty, earthy smell until I’m feral, then feel you rip a loud, shameless fart right in my face because you awaken the depraved animal i become for you.

i want to explore every filthy kink you’ve ever hidden. i want you all of you, i want to drink your spit, your piss — no shame. just pure, disgusting, soul-consuming obsession.

it's your legs I fantasize wrapped around my me, squeezing and locking your grip tighter while we stare into each others hungry eyes. i can’t give this body to anyone else when thoughts of you exist. every time my mind wanders, it circles right back to your smell, your taste, your filthy little moans. i want you slow and deep, then hard and nasty until the sheets are ruined and your legs won’t stop shaking. i want to share weird dirty secret of exploration and fulfill every dark fantasy you've ever hidden.

im still waiting
and when i finally have you… i'm never letting you go

I miss you my Love.

I miss the warmth of your arms around me, the scent of your hair, the quiet safety of simply being near you. Your beauty, inside and out, is undeniable. Even the parts you call flaws only make you more real, more human, more breathtaking. Where you see harshness, I see light. I see kindness. I see the quiet brilliance that makes you unmistakably you.

You feel distant now, like a star burning just beyond my reach. But I keep wondering, did the distance grow on its own, or did we place it there piece by piece? If you had only one sentence left to speak, what would it be? Would it carry even a fraction of the love I still feel for you?

My heart remains open. Always. A place you can return to, or simply whisper toward from afar. Whatever path you choose, know this: I love you without conditions, without boundaries, without beginning or end.

From the very first moment I saw you, something inside me opened.
Even months before that, I could feel a quiet restlessness growing, as if my body already knew what my mind had not yet understood.
And when our eyes finally met, it was like a surge of energy and emotion tore through me, sharp, undeniable, alive.

You sense the synchronicities too, even if you try to set them aside.
And so I move through your orbit, feeling your pull, your silence, your distance, your gravity.
You are extraordinary, in the way you move, in the way you feel, in the way you exist.

I feel you.
Your emotions reach me across distances that should be impossible.
They shake me, not because they overwhelm me, but because I recognize them as yours.
And I allow them in. I hold them without judgment, without fear.

I stand beside you, quietly, even when you don’t see me.
I support you in the ways I can, in the spaces between words, in the moments you think you’re alone.

And through all of it,
I love you.

But I would do it if you showed me. I don’t want to hurt you, and I don’t want to be hurt. I want to love you in the simplest way. Love you in a way that feels pure and safe. I don’t know how we arrived where we are now. So much had happened, the map is hard to follow. I wish I could see from your perspective. I wish I could hear your most quiet thoughts. Even if they hurt me. I wish I could silence the doubts and fears in both of our heads. I’ll always do my best to meet you where you’re at and love you as you are, but I’m lost right now and could use a guiding hand. A nudge in the right direction. If you love me half as much as I love you please give me a push. Some reassurance would be awesome. I don’t need some kind of grand gesture, but something small, some tiny confirmation that I’m not in this alone would go such a long way. I feel nervous to speak any of this to you right now. Recently it feels like I can’t do anything right when it comes to us. I’m going to keep trying and trying because I know if we make it through it will be more than worth it. I wish we could let go of all the pain and hurt and just be us again. The us we used to be when everything was easy. I miss that version of us. I miss who I was with you. Mostly, I just miss you.

We cannot be a thing for several reasons .
We’re both responsible
I don’t want to compromise your livelihood.

I cannot reach out first, ever. I’m rejection sensitive.
You can figure out a way to tell me when you see me twice a week.

Say I risked it all and let you have me, then what ?
You’ll get bored of me and I’d get hurt?
I cannot afford that, as you know.

The guilt is eating me alive because I want you to be my sugar daddy. Jk you’re not that old.

Or maybe you can just let me know that I’m not crazy and we can seek absolution together.

Your middle name is Psalm, because you are David
And I, Bathsheba.

When people wonder why or question you. for genuine love. they assume the worst, like you're sorry for something. and trying to repay for being kind. The mindset some people have is protect deflect. Wait a second. is there a catch?

those people are tough to love overprotective because they've been hurt before hard to trust, so everything is second, guessing there has to be a bigger reason to your actions. it's not that they don't love you.They don't distance themselves because they don't care.They're just really aware and cautious and observe everything.Even little things.So a little more reinsurance

Add an extra conversation.Doesn't hurt love the lover the way the need to be loved ....

I’ll probably never see you again. I love you and I miss you every single day.