r/unsentLoveLetters1st

Awe my love, if only you could see how powerful you are. What you do to me. You will, hopefully sooner, rather than later. It's your words, Babe. I know the weight behind them. Your words.... My Gods....

When you express yourself, my thump thump goes boom boom 😅 when you tease me, torture me sweetly, my heart races, like it is trying to make it's way to you at any cost. My mind temporarily goes blank and races a million miles a minute at the same time.

I imagine a mischievous smile on your lips, one few ever really get to see. I imagine how your eyes light up when you do it. You know exactly what you are doing to me too, it's scary, beautiful, amazing, incredible. It's scary because I have never, ever felt remotely close to this before. I keep falling and falling for you, there is no stopping, there is no ground, no bottom to break my fall. Each day I fall more and more. It's scary because how can there be more to love, how much deeper and stronger can love get? I don't know, but you know me and my fears 😉😅 I'm diving head first, going to enjoy the never ending fall, because this.... is.... like you, breathtaking.

You'll see what I mean when you can finally rest your head on my chest, feel what you can't currently. I am half tempted to get a smart watch with a heart rate monitor so you can hear it when we finally stand face to face 🤭

Your mind, Babe.... My Gods, if it wasn't for those eyes, those pools I drown in and never want to leave, I'd say your mind was your greatest asset. As it is, it is a close second, tied with that real, genuine, happy smile I love. You constantly keep me on my toes, taking my breath away, making my heart race and boom. You match me, wit for wit, tease for tease, joke for joke, though I do admit, until in person, I am holding back a teeny tiny bit with the teasing 😅 But I have absolutely no doubt at all, you will absolutely turn it back and leave me flabbergasted, enthralled, wrapped around your finger. I can not wait to have you in my arms, absolutely relaxed and at ease, knowing you can let loose and be fully yourself, without worrying about anything.

You do all this to me just by being you. You, are her, you, are she, you are my one and only. You are all there is for me. My life, I started living because of you, started dreaming again because of you, I feel again because of you. I'm ALIVE because of you.

But it's more than that, mi amor, Ma Cherie. It's no joke my fire was out. I still saw the beauty in the world, in everything, acknowledged it, but didn't revel in it. Now, my flame burns so bright. You did that without even knowing, before you knew. Now, it burns brightly for the world, for me, and most importantly, for you. Nothing will ever dim it again, there is no darkness dark enough to make it fade. Rather, the opposite. The darker the darkness grows, the brighter is burns. You brought me back, back from the brink, in more ways than one, without knowing.

I, am me again. The me I sacrificed long ago, put on the alter of sanity, to keep the peace, the me I had to let go of to try and keep everyone around me happy.

You saw me at my worst, when my mind broke 😅 I think, mind you, only think, that was the last remnants of my old life breaking. Me clawing my way back, the real me. The me that was buried to protect my sanity. My light struggling against the dark, struggling to break free. It's free now, Babe. It's burning brightly. I have no darkness left. That void is lit up, and it's beautiful. Why could I not see it before?

My light is yours, my heart is yours, my soul is yours, all that I am, all that I will be, is yours. I'll always be yours ❤️‍🔥

Always yours ❤️‍🔥 Only yours 💘 Until my last breathe 💝

I should’ve told you how I felt from the start. I wish I could turn back time and not miscommunication my feelings. You’re always there when I needed you and we’ve know each other for almost all our life. I worry about you and think of you often. I’m sorry I never told you sooner. You deserve to be happy and hope you come back to me one day.

I miss our connection. I miss our chemistry. I miss your voice. I miss your accent. I miss your laugh. I miss your thoughtfulness. I miss your care and warmth.

I miss going to you for everything. You were always the first person to know when something happened. I opened up. I decided to put my trust and faith in you.

You were everything.

You are everything.

And you will always be a piece of me, you will always have a place in my heart. Permanently.

Despite everything, I still miss you. And I will always miss you.

I lay here alone, i hate that this is all my life is. I was starting to just be ok with it but then there you were. I just want someone to share this life with. Someone to give cheesy socks too. Someone to hold hands with. Someone to share with. Why don't I deserve that?

If it ain’t him, then may love never find me again.

There’s nothing I wouldn’t go through again..
All the pain of the past..

If it meant I’d always find you in the end.

I can't stop thinking about you! I haven't felt like this about someone I just met for a long time. I keep replaying in my head that night and your voice, your eyes, your whole you, I can't get you out of my head. Things are complicated, I know. I want you! I can't help it. I'm trying to be patient. Everytime I hear a car drive by that sounds like yours I get excited thinking it's you. But so far no such luck. I hope that your thinking about me like I'm thinking about you cause I want you in my life. Anyway, I hope your having a good day and hopefully I'll get to lay eyes on you today. Even if that's all I'll get it'll make me happy.

Dear J,

I caught a glimpse of you today.

For an odd reason it made me happy.

Yet, simultaneously I feel sadness.

Yearning for you.

Even though I’m well aware who I fell for wasn’t you. Nor did you even like me.

I hope you didn’t see me too.

—Love Kk

You are beautiful and a good person, but you are blinded by your anxiety. I know what you are feeling, and I understand your fear. To hell with the parents that abandoned you when you needed them; THEY DID NOT give you the love you needed. But your PARTNER IS NOT YOUR PARENTS. You had to survive back then, but not anymore. There is someone out there that loves you and endured all of what happened because they love you. And again, THEY ARE NOT YOUR PARENTS and they will endure more—that is how much they love you.

You are not protecting them or yourself by doing this; you are hurting them. (I just tried to off myself because I can't stop the pain.) You might be literally killing them right now, and if not, then you are damaging them forever. They are never gonna fully heal from this, and you are always gonna live with the regret of what you did and the regret of losing them, because I bet they loved you more than anyone ever did. The solution is not breaking them and leaving.

The solution is simple: talk to them, explain to them what you are feeling, and tell them that you exist in their life, and go to therapy. BECAUSE EITHER FUCKING WAY YOU ARE GONNA HAVE TO CHANGE ONE DAY OR YOU ARE ALWAYS GONNA BE BY YOURSELF, WHICH YOU DO NOT WANT, OTHERWISE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE LOVED THEM. And that means they deserve it, not the person who you will meet in the future that wouldn't love you this much.

They are gonna understand your struggle, love you more, and support you more, and know that you are doing your best effort. Trust that this is better than damaging them and hoping they find someone better; they might never find someone to love as much as they loved you.

P, if you are reading this, it is enough for me if you just send me one text a day telling me you are okay until you heal. I don't care how long or what it takes. I know you cannot control yourself right now and need the space. I don't care if it takes 2 years, IT IS WORTH IT, but you are running away with an irreplaceable part of me.

I would appreciate everyone who shares or reposts this please help me spread this maybe she sees it and your avoidant see it too

If you feel I have on finished business go do it if you feel you got to be free a little more go do it now because I will let you know in my opinion this is the last time and my last time one of us are burying each other lol I've been looking for you my whole life I found you and I want to keep you and I love you whenever you're ready I'm here

Its been a long time and I still think about you daily. We spent so much time together in a short span. I know you had feelings for me too. We started planning a future. I should have kissed you at your house when we were making plans and you sat next to me.

You suddenly started pulling away. I wish I knew why. I wish I knew what I did. I would give everything I have to make it better.

I confessed my love for you and you blocked me. You are so fucking smart and beautiful. You are an interesting and mysterious women. I would have blown apart my entire life for you. Most people want to be loved. You ran away when I told you. You are a beautiful little hummingbird who quickly came into my life and left.

I have come to terms with the fact that we will never be together. I just hope that if we ever see each other again, we can be kind to each other. Maybe, just maybe you can reach out and we can reconnect.

We walk the beach together Hands together knowing it will be forever In you eyes I'm home

The bigger the heart the bigger the break.. this has been true for me.. after this happened it was quite easy to start to hide my heart .. to harden my heart .. to even shrink my heart .. i realised it is a defence mechanism to try and protect it .. but I think by hiding it .. shielding it and shrinking it, is actually causing more damage to me .. I realised it’s not fair to others and myself to not reveal all of my heart .. i want to express and reveal my heart even if it is damaged .. because I’d rather have and show a big and damaged heart than conceal one, that no one gets to see

Beekeeper,

Your smile lingers, something between a dare and a promise. I'll keep your invitation tucked away, untouched for now, until the moment feels earned. Still, I find myself rehearsing questions I haven't asked, certain they'll confirm what I already suspect: that there's something unexplainable about you, something just shy of magic.

I tell myself not to watch too closely, not to trace your movements like they mean something. I live in the fragments you've already given, the soft blur of sweetness and smoke, the quiet confession disguised as casual conversation. You let me see more than you meant to. Not everything, but enough to recognize the shape of it. Enough to know you wanted someone to desperately understand how you came to become this way.

You don't owe me time. I know the distance between where I stand and where you let people in. Still, there's a quiet, unreasonable part of me that wants to matter there, to be something you can't dismiss so easily. You love a puzzle as much as I do, but next time, don't pocket the final pieces. I would have stayed longer to finish it with you.

You occupy my thoughts in ways that feel both misplaced and inevitable. I keep circling back to that open-ended invitation—“ask me anything” and wondering what you were really offering. Curiosity? Control? A test? Or something riskier than all three. Let's swing around in the hammock, reminiscing about times when this all seemed plausible.

It took me longer than it should have to recognize your beauty. Not because it isn't obvious, but because it arrives quietly, carried in the calm you create without trying. It disarms more than it impresses. And that's rarer than you think.

There's a restraint in me where you're concerned, a deliberate distance I maintain, not out of disinterest, but because I'm not entirely convinced this stays innocent if I let it collapse. And I suspect you already know that.

There's something familiar in you. Not comfortable, something deeper than that. Like recognition without context. As if we've met somewhere intangible, somewhere that doesn't translate cleanly into language. I won't try to explain it. I don't think I could, even if I wanted to.

Tell me about the parts of you that don't resolve neatly. Not because I think I can fix them, but because I understand what it is to carry something unfinished. We don't need solutions for that. Just recognition.

Your smile doesn't quite conceal what lives underneath it. There's a quiet loneliness there, one you wear well enough that most people probably miss it. I don't. Tell me again about your mother. I imagine her kind. I imagine her knowing you in ways no one else does. I imagine she's waiting, in her own way, for you to come back to yourself.

Ok as I'm list this I'm sitting in my chair in the garage listening to soft music wish you were hear watching the sky slowly listening to music but oh well

My list I loof for the rest of my life

Never lie... I learned as bad as truth my be a lie will fuck it up... Ya ya I'm slow learner

Trust ... I've messed up in the past so if I do the partner say I'm with now I can't blame for being I guess but for me nothing but not spend the rest of my life proven to that person whatever it took

Reliability need to even count each other no matter what what's up the bad happens I want to be your first phone call at you for me and texting through the day I may go a little longer sometimes it doesn't mean I'm not thinking about you sometimes I get busy and I know that's no shoes so I can work out

Love .... That was number the problem

Let me just praise this up I want some I want to spend the rest 90% of my life with as my best friend lover partner mistress lover I put lover twice because I do feel a good healthy relationship healthy sex life with each other is important I want to wake up with somebody every morning and go to bed with him every night and never sleep on the couch no matter what I want this person to be the first thing I see in the morning this girl is with when she opened her eyes in the morning well it's amazing thing I've ever seen and what I've always do always make sure she got first I love to watch her walking away and everything so anyways I want somebody we got Wednesday dance classes karaoke Friday I want to do Saturday chores and then put direction then that's direction to motorcycle is going what's going on adventure I want vacations cruises I want budget together I want the first thing that happens in my life on a day that's interesting to be that person not one of my boys quick story I lost love of my life for some selfish reasons into my own I'll apologize until day I die about that until you lose that person never realized how empty your life is so here's the things I can promise I promise I'll never let you down again I promise I'll never make you feel unseen I promise I will never not make you my number one priority in life and most of all I promise to love you for the rest of my life promises you know me and promises are hard to keep but those ones I have no choice so I don't think you know how it is living without you in your life been worse than seen once in my life if you get this month just think about it I'm thinking about something I'll give you a little wet at something fine call me a stock you know like I just said how it is to live without you in my life how many stalker call me when you want I call it love when you love something so much in life you never want to do without it so once again we are accepting application for this person but I think they know I love you beautiful let's take it slow cuz I'm learning from my mistakes if and whenever you're ready let me know I love you sorry so long

You may never see this. I actually highly doubt that you will ever see this. But I need to write this just to have some closure. I only knew you for a few days, but in those few days you were like a mirror that reflected all of the things that I had been avoiding. I felt sad that you felt my same pain and relieved to know that I wasnt alone. You entered a part of my soul that I dont think anyone else will, ever again. What makes it even more amazing was that this was never physical. You touched me emotionally and unlocked and restored parts of me that I wasn't able to access for so long. When we first spoke, I felt like I recognized you immediately. You told me that we shared the same pain. We were exactly what the other needed at that exact time. I'm not sure if you are aware of it, but you helped to restore my confidence, a passion for life, and my anxiety melted away. I knew that this connection wouldn't last, as we both had obligations to fulfil to other people. It's so strange because I know most people would be sad to lose a connection like this, but I feel peace. Even after we parted ways, all of the postive things that I felt from this connection still exist. Thank you for bringing light back into my life and reminding me that this kind of deep connection still exists. You made me see that I shouldn't settle for anything less. The fact that I got to experience this for even a few days is enough for me. The memory means more than you will ever know. I hope that you feel the same positve changes. I hope that you know how special you are.

Always,

your mirror. xoxo

I can’t let you go peanut. My thoughts are constantly fixated on you no matter where I am, what I’m doing or who I’m with. All I do is get swallowed by the thoughts of, what if we had tried again? What if we made it work, what if I took you back before you moved on? I didn’t want to end things and I didn’t want to lose you, but you didn’t give me a choice. You had to get yourself together by yourself, because nothing I did seemed to be helping. Looking at potential jobs for you, helping you with your applications, supporting you when you went to college and did your essays for you, none of that really helped did it? You were too invested - addicted, to playing video games to prioritise anything else. I carried you when you needed it but I guess that didn’t do any good. I’m glad you’re happy where you are now and who you’re with, you deserve it. You look healthier now too. You told me that me leaving you made you wisen up and focus on looking after yourself more and getting yourself together, and you still wanted me back. I’m haunted by your words, saying you wanted to try again and this would be my last chance before you decided to move on. We live completely different lives now but I wish we were still in our apartment, watching anime together with Doritos and cuddled up on our sofa. Nothing but the past is ours now, but oh how I wish I could change that.

It’s been almost 2 months since you left my heart was broken I didn’t know what I would do without you, I missed talking to you, texting you and most of all loving you. I heard you moved on and I’m so happy for you I also heard how you talked about me after we broke up it shattered my heart to pieces but then you broke no contact said you still loved me and regretted what you did and that you couldn’t live without me anymore. That hurt especially when u sent that last voice note right after say that and you said you were in a bad mental state and needed more time. I understood left u on open hoping you would come back again, and now I’ve accepted you weren’t struggling you had moved on. I really am happy for you and I hope she can be everything i wasn’t but I still have love for you even if i can’t be in love with you anymore, I really just miss who you were not who you are I hope this will be the last time I think of you and I hope we maybe someday talk again about what happened but for now I can say
I miss you
I love you
And I wish u the best

Love -K ♾️

Now that has ended. There's nothing left to say or do. I digress. I am forever free. Freedom here you are. It was a longtime coming.

Get away from your normal routine for a weekend.Lets drive to Dallas and get some seafood or let me turn you on to Portillos. You like BBQ we can shoot to KC. Hell let me cook for you. I just wanna reintroduce myself to the person I’ve been wanting to give my heart to for going on 4 years now. I wanna show you that you never had to worry about anybody else and I finally realized that you couldn’t tell because I was always in girls faces. That will never happen again and I do get it now. Let me show what my love really has to offer. Fresh for me is everything that happened before today is a distant memory and what we start will begin our future. Just come spend the weekend with me and I promise there will be no regrets. Luv ❤️