u/No_Two_4702

On a wall…

Tell me dearest who’s the wickedest of all….

Ahhh I see….

Via dreams….

Small changes in patterns and cruelty….

You see oh mirror for it was thee who laid beside me…

So again mirror, I beg and plea…

Tell me who’s this wickedest of all..

Ahh yes…

Once again I see..

The man who laid next to me….

Lying and deceiving from the very start

Didn’t care if he broke a heart.

Instead he craved for the lust of a broken mentality…

Distort my reality….

So tell me trusty companion…

Oh mirror of mine…

Who’s the wickedest of all…

When the target didn’t break….

And the target realized she was prey….

One final call…

To the mirror on a random wall.

Is it the strongest mind who’s wickedest or the one who started it all?

Dea…,

Hate who? Lol, I might strongly dislike the shady behaviors or flipped script, low moral, low intellectual comprehension compacities. But I don't hate anyone. However, lol Who don't accept themselves?

Because I wear a mask(face mask not false persona? But also very honest as to why I wear it? Moreover, there's many other people still choosing it too. I accept myself just fine thanks😂

I believe the only secret animosity or envy comes from yall babes. Talking behind peoples backs but not to their face? Fake labels? Weird projections?

Emotional intelligence is trying to catch you dear. But you are faster🙃

Just because I don't speak doesn't mean I hate you or give you more than a quick thought lol. You 9/10 did shady stuff that I 10/10 definitely called you out on and you think that's hating on you?

Na I feel sorry for ya and pity you. My validation doesn't come through attention. I don't seek to confirm to your limited intellectual confines lol. I don't change or try to fit yalla gossip club and fake fuckery. Simple.

I chose peace over unnecessary opinions or unnecessary dramaaaaa from you or anyone else I don't speak too.

The only people drawing attention to it..

Is…

Well…

Y'all lol. Staying to myself and not faking like I want you in my face isn't drawing attention.

The gossip is...

🤯🤯

Says nothing about me and everything about you🫵 and those around you😂

Birds of a feather flock together…🐓🐓🐓

I don't even and have never spent any break around y'all. So I mean idk what there is to hate on other than the time I waste around y'all low energy, shallow, uninteresting gossip club…. Other than that babes I think ya projecting a lil 🤏

—KK

Hi J,

I don’t regret what I ever said. You needed to hear it

I’m sorry for the tone/anger behind it. Sprinkle sprinkle…

Good luck with the next one your throw out.

Sincerely,

Kk ✌🏻✂️✨✨

Could you sense that I don’t wanna talk to you?

How many times will it take for me ignoring you for you to catch my drift?

Do I need to sound it out or be direct?

I don’t like you and I know you don’t like me

STOP TALKING TO ME JESUS CHRIST

Thank you for your time.

If you’re making false complaints before there’s nothing I need to talk about?

Thanks.

J

As you mocked my trauma and found it humorous that they chose him the abuse over me the victim.

By the time you came to that conclusion the majority was dead.

The last one died January of this year 31 years old.

You don’t seem to comprehend.

I’ve no family even if I wanted one.

And you.
You too.

Will go through this.

Maybe your bro dies before you?

Niece and nephew never come see their weird uncle.

Then what?

Will you feel the loneliness deep in your rotting core as your heart beats decrepit blood through your ice cold veins?

Atlas, who cares.

You think you won because you lead me on and society tells you that players and loser such as your evil self are the winners.

lol you’re far more lost than I am.

Once they cease to exist so will you.

Best of luck my love

To repay you J

Only because I knew you didn't have to help me but you dodz

I didn't have to repay you but I wanted too.

There was malicious behind intention.

I long ago understood and respected your desire to leave my life.

I understand in you had your reason as I had mine reaching out.

—Love KK

Last night I dreamed of choking on a bunch of long hair that never ended.

It's as if I still feel it.

First time in a long time dreaming of something horrible.

What could it mean?

Everything about you or us was bad.

I'm well aware and reminisce about them as much as I do the bad.

Sometimes the bad outweigh the good.

But I'm not blind to the good you done.

I hope you find whatever you're looking for because it wasn't me.

Missing you.

Hi J

I just don’t want to feel this way anymore.

I’m always stuck left behind to mend and heal .

I never want to take the risk of letting someone in again.

I still remember the offing statements like you stated them yesterday.

Even fully aware of you not even caring enough to not treat me humanely.

I think of all the things you did and for what? Why me?

Why didn’t you just go away?

Why did you tell me of lists and company .

Why did you get with me?

I hope you got whatever it is you were looking for.

I hate myself for ever approaching you.

Idk if you posted that message “I said anything and and lied and you still came back.”

Whoever it we’re regardless of someone else or you.

I just picture you secretly hating me and me.

I hate myself for choosing to be kind not out of naive, stupidly or lack of awareness.

You treated me the worst I ever been.

I wish you found me unattractive .

I wish you didn’t play with me in the ways you did.

The day you left something in me died.

Hope.

Ive yet to find it or who I was before you.

I hate myself so much.

I think I’ll delete this and move on.

I’m sure you get a thrill to know it hurt / affected me to an extreme degree.

—KK

Dear J,

I caught a glimpse of you today.

For an odd reason it made me happy.

Yet, simultaneously I feel sadness.

Yearning for you.

Even though I’m well aware who I fell for wasn’t you. Nor did you even like me.

I hope you didn’t see me too.

—Love Kk

228 without physical touch h

228 days without sex

Best 228 days of my fking life

😂😂

I think I have to work along side my ex next week.

Not sure what’s worse.

Management that falsifies a report against me

Or seeing that coward.

Life can have a cruel sense of humor I tell ya

I no longer know you anymore.

Back to the days before I stepped foot in that place.

Back to the days before I walked past the isle you were in and thought you were handsome.

I wish I could hit rewind.

So I didn’t have to think about you all the time.

But it’s true,

One person loving isn’t enough glue.

You still walked away,

On that faithful day.

I’m stuck in a grief loop I cannot break out of.

It’s alright though

You know no one important in my life ever stayed anyway.

Regardless if I were right or wrong

Reasons good or bad..

Now you join the crowd of people I yearn to have..

That’s fine,

I’ll sit in this pain and grief as I’ve done many a time.

Watching new chances of love pass by my door.

Because frankly speaking I don’t want to do it anymore.

So before loving someone new.

I’ll think I’ll take some time for my own peace of mind.

But for you, I pray you find new.

New in ways

I hope you’ve been well and happy.

I didn’t respond to your email because some things we cannot return back from.

I will make it out you didn’t break me and this won’t keep me down forever.

Best of luck JD

—

KK

Good evening Jeff,

I was thinking about the times I would fall asleep while you watched tv.

My face toward your body.

I hate myself for my inability to stop caring, loving or longing for you

Hate myself for believing in you enough to prevent me from falling.

It’s happened so quickly.

When the realization first struck me I was mid stride to your apartment building.

It shocked my internal world so much that I stated the thought out loud.

“Oh no, I love this man.”

But it doesn’t take long for the realization to stroke that “You didn’t love me tho even if I loved you genuinely not the modern “love ya” slogan. It doesn’t take me long to snap out of it.

Leaving me with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes.

I suppose it wouldn’t be love if it didn’t hurt nobody.
Wouldn’t be love if it doesn’t cut deeply or leave you lonely.

But I meant it when I said I wouldn’t break no contact anymore. What’s the point, you were alright on a beach somewhere most likely the next day/week.

Love

KK

Dear JD,

My heart sank and I became tense when I thought I seen you car at NM nj store today.

The tension subsided realizing it wasn’t you.

Sometimes it’s the small things.

Love,

KK

Anyone else clairsentient?

Dear JD,

Moving on has been something I found extremely difficult to do. Even though you discarded me on Nov 16, 2025.

It doesn’t feel right jumping into something new when I’m still so in love with you.

You’ve posted here and told it to me that you don’t want me. Yet I still cannot seem to move on.

It doesn’t feel fair to the other person to me. To be with them and in love with you. Even though I’ve expressed it to them that I still love you. They simply don’t care.

But I do. I care more than I maybe should.

Love,

KK

Dear JD,

I regret not meeting up with you that day more than you can imagine.

I didn’t because of some many different reasons.

Mainly in regards to wanting you back but you. Wanting us back. I would’ve begged and accepted anything. And you just wanted to hook up.

Furthermore, the anger for all the pain suffering for months while you moved on. Went on vacation with your family. The many ways you went about making sure I never contacted you.

You don’t give me a goodbye and that is ok. I’ve come to terms with that and that I will never get one.

Yet, my feelings remain and the regret is real and deeply felt. I wont break the no contact decision anymore. Not again not never.

However, I’d be lying if I said it doesn’t break my heart. Also would be lying if I still don’t cry over it all even after 226 days later.

I hope you’ve found someone new and is happy with them.

Love

-KK

J

Will these feelings for you ever die?

Will there be a day I won’t love you anymore?

Will there ever be a time I don’t miss you anymore?

You’ve been on my mind so heavily these past few days. More to the point it affects my day to day.

I loved you through all the bs and I’m sure I’ll love you longer than today.

Love

-K

Right game wrong woman.my problem. I really fell for that mask and when I love I try making it work and I over stayed. If I hold myself accountable you thought what I wasn’t going to check you? Crying you’re miserable because of me when you’re why we argued. Don’t even try to stated “why you stay so long” well who tf told you to remain with someone you hated?
Don’t. run to get the police stating I’m harassing you. I know how much you love going there maybe they too put a finger in your bum bum? Why did get on here just lying to lie? and you enjoyed watching people fault me. . Online and in person meanwhile I don’t say nothing about you or to you ..why are you writing posts and having conversations about me? Anyway ? Obsessive much? My feelings aren’t fake and I don’t fake love or care for people to just treat them with cruelty for. Validation or ego boosts. ..?l. I know, anyone who’s been in a narcissistic relationship know you’re trying save your reputation by bothering lying on me? You legitimately started the account a month prior to you taking the police unnecessary btw to discard me. What’s crazy is I did try only recently give a fine shi^^ my number I’ve not even had a man touch me since the last time you did. But I know you were cheating 5-7 months before you discarded me. Other than that I curve people like I did you when I reached out to reconnect about payment. Let’s move into the cruel weird things you did when I got into the accident. Agreeing to take me to the scheduled store I was at which you were too. You made me fish out 180 for rides when you made an agreement to take me. You made me cart my bag of stuff act
Work, explain to the manager the situation. What lead to you kicking me out ? Me holding you accountable for what? Not working while the rest of us are re to stare at this chicks body? I Ben after I politely asked you not to?
The one who’s always been honest people know what you did to me. Not to mention your horrific sexualized reputation. Of making women so uncomfortable they won’t bend over near you.the one the person who was unbothered by you until you started accusing me of something ur immoral degraded things to me? I never falsified a person’s to make someone fall for me. You looked just to fucking lie I never stated you couldn’t have female friends you al at that you act as if I didn’t communicate to you that if you don’t stop mistreating me I’m not paying back. When was my final straw? The day you made come back to your place bc your place bc u want sum sum. Mind you I paid your payment and other bills plus Ubers and Instead of helping me pay for a ride you made fun of me for spending said last money to come. Actions and behaviors have consequences and I’d never had that done or would ever do that to someone. .
Not to mention you started stating your plans to cheat while lay laying next to me in bed that you’re gonna cheat and before that you legitimately snaked of women I knew. listed
.female coworkers you liked.
What exactly was Kendrick’s Lamar’s quote
I still showed you grace respect and kindness I chose to not because I thought it had anything to do with you. Rather my own character.
Kendrick Lamar say?

“Know you a master manipulator and habitual liar too
But don't tell no lie about me and I won't tell truths 'bout you”