u/No_Two_4702

Anyone else clairsentient?

Dear JD,

Moving on has been something I found extremely difficult to do. Even though you discarded me on Nov 16, 2025.

It doesn’t feel right jumping into something new when I’m still so in love with you.

You’ve posted here and told it to me that you don’t want me. Yet I still cannot seem to move on.

It doesn’t feel fair to the other person to me. To be with them and in love with you. Even though I’ve expressed it to them that I still love you. They simply don’t care.

But I do. I care more than I maybe should.

Love,

KK

Dear JD,

I regret not meeting up with you that day more than you can imagine.

I didn’t because of some many different reasons.

Mainly in regards to wanting you back but you. Wanting us back. I would’ve begged and accepted anything. And you just wanted to hook up.

Furthermore, the anger for all the pain suffering for months while you moved on. Went on vacation with your family. The many ways you went about making sure I never contacted you.

You don’t give me a goodbye and that is ok. I’ve come to terms with that and that I will never get one.

Yet, my feelings remain and the regret is real and deeply felt. I wont break the no contact decision anymore. Not again not never.

However, I’d be lying if I said it doesn’t break my heart. Also would be lying if I still don’t cry over it all even after 226 days later.

I hope you’ve found someone new and is happy with them.

Love

-KK

J

Will these feelings for you ever die?

Will there be a day I won’t love you anymore?

Will there ever be a time I don’t miss you anymore?

You’ve been on my mind so heavily these past few days. More to the point it affects my day to day.

I loved you through all the bs and I’m sure I’ll love you longer than today.

Love

-K

Right game wrong woman.my problem. I really fell for that mask and when I love I try making it work and I over stayed. If I hold myself accountable you thought what I wasn’t going to check you? Crying you’re miserable because of me when you’re why we argued. Don’t even try to stated “why you stay so long” well who tf told you to remain with someone you hated?
Don’t. run to get the police stating I’m harassing you. I know how much you love going there maybe they too put a finger in your bum bum? Why did get on here just lying to lie? and you enjoyed watching people fault me. . Online and in person meanwhile I don’t say nothing about you or to you ..why are you writing posts and having conversations about me? Anyway ? Obsessive much? My feelings aren’t fake and I don’t fake love or care for people to just treat them with cruelty for. Validation or ego boosts. ..?l. I know, anyone who’s been in a narcissistic relationship know you’re trying save your reputation by bothering lying on me? You legitimately started the account a month prior to you taking the police unnecessary btw to discard me. What’s crazy is I did try only recently give a fine shi^^ my number I’ve not even had a man touch me since the last time you did. But I know you were cheating 5-7 months before you discarded me. Other than that I curve people like I did you when I reached out to reconnect about payment. Let’s move into the cruel weird things you did when I got into the accident. Agreeing to take me to the scheduled store I was at which you were too. You made me fish out 180 for rides when you made an agreement to take me. You made me cart my bag of stuff act
Work, explain to the manager the situation. What lead to you kicking me out ? Me holding you accountable for what? Not working while the rest of us are re to stare at this chicks body? I Ben after I politely asked you not to?
The one who’s always been honest people know what you did to me. Not to mention your horrific sexualized reputation. Of making women so uncomfortable they won’t bend over near you.the one the person who was unbothered by you until you started accusing me of something ur immoral degraded things to me? I never falsified a person’s to make someone fall for me. You looked just to fucking lie I never stated you couldn’t have female friends you al at that you act as if I didn’t communicate to you that if you don’t stop mistreating me I’m not paying back. When was my final straw? The day you made come back to your place bc your place bc u want sum sum. Mind you I paid your payment and other bills plus Ubers and Instead of helping me pay for a ride you made fun of me for spending said last money to come. Actions and behaviors have consequences and I’d never had that done or would ever do that to someone. .
Not to mention you started stating your plans to cheat while lay laying next to me in bed that you’re gonna cheat and before that you legitimately snaked of women I knew. listed
.female coworkers you liked.
What exactly was Kendrick’s Lamar’s quote
I still showed you grace respect and kindness I chose to not because I thought it had anything to do with you. Rather my own character.
Kendrick Lamar say?

“Know you a master manipulator and habitual liar too
But don't tell no lie about me and I won't tell truths 'bout you”

I think I stumbled on my exes post .

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I am infatuated and captivated by this one guy at my current job location. It’s been a long time since I’ve crushed this hard on anyone. Last time had to be high school. He's so handsome, I've watched and observed him. I could be wrong in my observation but idk his vibes give awkwardness, or trying fit in. And it's making my attraction to him more intense. Not to mention he’s a great deal older than me which also turns me on. Not to mention doing manly things and seems to hold a good deal of intellectual capacity. In many of our conversations his voice was (soft and gentle) best way I could describe it. Not to mention I’ve embarrassed myself by thinking I was alone enough to break out in a random dance sessions. He walked past we locked eyes the entire time. Didn’t break until he was passed my aisle.
Although i do owe him credit for being straightforward from the start. He said he had an on and off situation. I left it alone for a few days but my curiosity got the best of me and lead me to ask if he’d be willing to show me a lil sum sum since clearly he already dating someone toxically( on and off) I guess lol.

He stated he would, I gave him my number. I didn’t hear from him at all. So I took that as a sign he was not interested in getting together oe sharing things. Therefore had no intent to bother him ever again.

When Monday came it felt as if we were both avoiding each other. Tuesday as I was pulling my table to my work location he tapped my table and greeted me but I stayed silent and kept on walking. Not gonna lie I was a lil hurt but everyone is entitled to their freedom of choice. I wouldn’t even look at him for a while either tbh.. Every-time I’d walk past him I’d tried to look down. Fast forward to today, when we spoke I straight up told him you clearly rejected me and uninterested in me besides you have an on and off gf.

His response was that he fucked up he doesn’t have a gf and approached me several times today. I just kept shutting him down. Just stated that he clearly rejected/or wasn’t interested..but what if he just wasn’t comfortable with my request or if he was waiting for the next break or (I highly doubt) lost it the sticky note

Should I have allowed him to tell me whatever it is he had lined up for that? What if he was, did I mess that up? Should I apologize for inserting my assumption onto him and see if he’d actually be willing to exchange numbers?

Or is he disinterested and trying to lead me on? I genuinely do wanna know if he like tossed it or lost it lol.

Lastly, should I shoot my shot again with exchanging numbers? By the end of writing this I had an “ahh has” moment. While my approach was originally intended to see a lil sum sum … turned into I kinda like the guy. While yes I’d still love to see a lil sum sum or get manipudicked down by him I’ve come to the realization that I want to get to know him.

It’s been a Long time since I’ve started liking someone based on my observations of them.

Or am I just reaching and he just wants to avoid both lol.

ALL ADVICE WELCOME lol