r/MissedInitials

^(I have been doing a lot of reflecting, and I am deeply sorry for how I ended things with you. I finally see the full extent of the emotional weight and pain I caused, and it breaks my heart to know I hurt you. You were the best partner and the best friend I have ever had. I hope you always know how much you were loved, valued, and appreciated, even when my actions didn't show it. Pushing you away and destroying what we built is my one of my greatest regret.)

^(My behavior back then was a reflection of my own unhealed pain, but that is no excuse. You deserved so much better. You were wonderful just as you were, and none of my mistakes were your fault.)

^(I want you to know that I didn't just get away with how I treated you. Karma is real, and the universe has a way of balancing things out. After we parted ways, I faced a lot of hardships, a toxic relationship, and a dark mental space. I truly feel I have reaped what I sowed and faced the consequences of my choices. There was justice in how things turned out for me, and I needed that reckoning to finally see the truth.)

^(I know I cannot reach out to you right now, and I respect your space completely. I have carried this guilt for a long time, but knowing your kind heart, you have likely already forgiven me. I am working on finding a way to forgive myself. I still care for you deeply, J, and I am so truly sorry for the hurt I caused. More than anything, I genuinely hope you are happy, safe, and thriving in life)

^(To Honor what I did to you, I am going to become the person you always thought I could be and the person I know I can be. Never again will I be the weak person that sacrifice things that are good, for things that are good in the moment but bad. I know it's easier said then done but I am willing to put in the work. I Love you J, and I am truly sorry.)

^(- M)

i dont know how its going to be next year, but im really giving this new guy a chance here. hes polite, respectful, takes his time, but most importantly he makes time for me. something that you didnt always do. when i think of you now, im just confused. but its no longer a feeling of wanting you to be here. its more a feeling of hurt and betrayal, and realizing you dont have your shit together at all, which made me feel rejected at the time. im curious about the future, but im not letting you get in the way this time.

It hurts. It really does hurt. To love is to let go but it hurts so much letting you go. I knew we didnt have anything in common but I really wanted to get to know you. It was all too forced as you said though. I gave my heart for you but it was never reciprocated really. I shouldve known but I was too foolish to realize. I know that you dont care as much as me and im so sorry for bothering you. I hope you live a happy life and find the one for you. I knew we could never work anyways. Thanks for the memories.

Hey

Mr. peekaboo

no face no case

new profile no trace

I know u feel pressure

I don't know how many times

I gotta repeat myself we don't

Owe each other anything

Sure, we got feelings we both express differently

But never think I'm holding you back

Go be free sincerely me (a thought till it's not)

I want to spell both of our names backwards while I’m twirling my tongue on that pussy baby let
Me slut you out. Let me show you
the best night of your life, baby. I got stamina. I can last forever. Don’t matter how wet you are. I’m gonna make you cum over and over. I need you to cum at least 20 times. I got some stress to relieve. Happy you called my phone. You’ve been playing games. MSNlinkable finally gave me a chance. She won’t regret giving me that pussy. One link done. Turned into an every-night thing.
Don’t care if you’re on your rag. Lay the towel down. You’re too pretty to be fucked in the dark. I need to see the light reflecting off your pretty body. Swear, those curves got me drifting like we’re in Tokyo. Slurp this dick up like some ramen. Smack it on your face. Suck it with extra spit. I need you to get disrespectful on this dick. Bounce on this dick with velocity. I’ve got enough dick. Don’t worry. Just keep riding. Get off your knees. Get on your feet. Here to give you the best sex of your life. Keep your eyes on me while I’m pounding
you. Hands around your throat. Take this dick. Don’t run. Don’t matter if you run. I’m chasing you off the bed fucking you so good your legs are still shaking after we’re done. Even know it’s time for round four now. Come ride my face. We can 69 if you want. Bet I’ll make cum before me sucking that pussy off the bone. Eating you like you’re the last supper.
Every part of your body has been in my mouth. Told you that you wouldn’t regret these strokes. Now we’re fucking every night giving you the best sex of your life. Baby i just want to please you.

I want to adore every aspect of you. I want to make love to your mind. I want to make you the happiest woman in the world. Can we just fall in love with each other every day and live happily ever after? Love me some. You don’t know anything else but you. You don’t want nobody else but you. You only see you, only care about you. You’re my priority. Promise to protect your heart. Kiss your forehead while you’re sleeping. Promise to hold you close. Don’t know nothing but you. Don’t see nobody but you, baby. My heart belongs all too you. You wrote so many love letters to you. Could write a trillion words essay about what you mean to me. Don’t want nobody else but you. Love what we have. Would never do anything to lose you. My life is so complete since you arrived

i love you, baby.

I don't understand why you can't talk to me im trying to get my good friend back i miss you so much your my my closest friend at one time

J

Will these feelings for you ever die?

Will there be a day I won’t love you anymore?

Will there ever be a time I don’t miss you anymore?

You’ve been on my mind so heavily these past few days. More to the point it affects my day to day.

I loved you through all the bs and I’m sure I’ll love you longer than today.

Love

-K

i want you to see what i saw
before my eyes ever found your face,
i was already pulled toward the gravity of your voice.
that quiet, unhurried cadence,
the cool-headed grace
that gently occupied the room.
you were an unspoken captivation,
long before an image could define you,
my mind was already answering to yours.
 
i loved you.
i know i built walls,
i know i was slow to open up,
but do not confuse caution for a lack of love.
what i gave you was entirely true,
a deep, quiet kind of devotion,
steady and real.
what we shared left its trace.
 
god, how i craved the truth of you.
i wanted to reach past the surface of who you are,
to understand the quiet way you move,
and accept every single piece of what i found.
i wanted a closeness that left no room for doubt.
i wanted nothing in this world more.
 
i always saw the highest version of you.
an unforgettable brilliance in who you are,
a light so distinct
it could never be ordinary.
 
our paths are untangling naturally,
leaving only a peaceful silence behind.
i am completely at ease,
grateful for the rare gift it was to love you,
and to hold that space together
for the brief moment it was ours.
 
i regret nothing of what i gave.
even from this distance,
i am simply glad that we met.

Hi. How are you doing? I’ve been missing you today. I can’t stop thinking about you, and I keep replaying the moments we shared in my mind.

I really hope you’re taking care of yourself and healing. I’ll be here, quietly wishing you well.

I know in the past, substance changed you, but I’m hoping things are better now.

If you ever think that after even one year and nine months I’ve stopped feeling for you, that’s not true. My feelings haven’t gone away, they’ve just grown in a quieter way.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

It’s been almost a month since I heard from you. Everything seemed fine. I miss you. Please just let me know if you are okay.

You were a good girl. Still are. You’ve been there for me darkest times, and I the same. I’ve seen you at your best and your worst.

I’ll always love you, but I’m letting you go. Not because I want to, but because I have to.

I’ll still carry you in my heart.

I kept on being so fearful of loosing you that I would constantly overthink any of ur actions, and then those thoughts would completely blurry you. Thank you for opening up to me, for being my best friend, my boyfriend, my support and the person who initiated my real growth. Now it’s my turn to push myself, I’ll become the woman that I am meant to be, the one who should have been in a relationship with you. I promise you that I will never destroy myself again, the year we have been togheter I kept on piling myself up with work, which slowly made me loose myself, loose my happiness, and loose the one you fell in love with. I know you will be proud of me and of who Ill become and I am so proud of ur growth while we have been togheter and ur future growth. I will never forget you.
Never be scared again of ur actions, do not overthink interactions with people because no matter if you do mistakes or not, the real people that are meant to be in uour life will recognize how amazing you are since the first interaction. Any time you overthink remember that I am here telling you that everything will be all right.
As your best friend, I hope you will find a woman that will be as loyal and trustworthy as I was to you. That will be ur happiness when life gets heavy and that will never be so emotionally overloaded that that stops her from recognizing her love for you. A partner that will never emotionally burn you out and that will recognize every day the jewel that she or he has. And that will love you as intensently as I did, while letting you feel safe in opening up. I love you.