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So Long story Short, I had a good Connection with Someone that said I was Their Soulmate. They were “Out Pacing Me in Life”. Hitting Milestones and We took a Break from Each Other.

She dated someone else it didn’t Work. We reconnected and then started seeing each other. Well I Used a Website Called Fetlife while in Break and Continued because We weren’t together.

I saw Her on It and Confronted Her softly. She denied it was Her. So I went to someone I was Talking to. She knew something was Up.

We didn’t talk for a While. I went to go see Her and was really emotional. Was trying to Contain Myself and the Words wouldn’t come out right. She took a Gift of Plants from Me and I remain Unblocked. All She wanted was for Me to get “My Shit” together. I’m about two Months out from Getting My Business Off The Ground Successfully.

What The Fuck Do I Do?!?!?🤯🤯

Hey H😕,

It’s one of Those Days Today. Haven’t had One for a While. Nothing Wrong. Just one of Those Days. I’m Missing You. Wish I Could Come over Or You Come Over. We’d Just Hang like Two Pears😌. I’d be Happy Again doing nothing Just being around You. I’d just be Happy. It’s a Feeling of Losing Something or Something Missing from Where it’s Supposed to Be.

This Fucking Sucks,
Jay

Fuxk I wish I was the Man I Am Today…. becoming The Man You Knew I Could Be. Wanted to take You Flowers so Badly Two Days ago. Felt like it Wouldn’t really have had any Positive Impact.

It rained so Hard on My way to CVS to Pick Up My Meds. Dodging Puddles and Cars. Hella Fun😒. To be Honest I Felt like a Lil Kid🤩… Thought of You and How You’d React to Me. Me Showing Up Soaked asf. Sucks that I Don’t Know if It’d be with a Towel like Before😕🥹. Shoes Drench because of The Road, The House I’m Renting a Room in, is on a Slope. So there were Puddles Evvvveeeerrryyywhere. You made me feel safe to be a Kid. While I pretended to be an Adult 😕. Had no idea what to do. Looking back I felt what it feels like to be the Kid on the Playground with Nobody willing to Play with them.

Just lost in The Sauce.

Nonetheless I was Thinking about You on my way to CVS. I Saw a Rainbow! From End to End🤩😎🥰, for The First Time in My Life. It was while I was thinking about You Too Boob. Wish We Would’ve Seen It Together….From One Sidewalk to the Sidewalk adjacent. Made Me Want to Go See You with Flowers. Had me Question The Universe though. Was it A Sign? Maybe I just Am Seeing what I Wanted to see as A Sign 🤷🏽‍♂️😔. I Just got more Work To Get Done😕….My Light is Back On.

It’s been 85 days since I was Hit by That Car. Been Working for about 18 days. Results are Manifesting. I Hope We Have A Chance Life Was Never Going to Give Us….

I’m Terribly Sorry My Sherrrie….
-Ur Jay💗

Gonna Delete this App. Maybe not because that’s an Extreme. Learning to not always see things so Black VS White. So unhealthy Looking for You on Reddit. Hope You’re still where I last Saw You. Home. Hope Your Tum Tums Doesn’t Hurt the next time We Meet.

Hope you’re open to Talk about what Happened. So We can move Forward. Forward in Giving Us a Chance We Never Had. The Love Was Definitely There. That’s for Fucking Sure.

Life’s Good. Been Out of Rehab now for a Few Weeks. Rebuilding my Life. Again. Really for the First Time Consciously. It’s Amazing. Up’s and Down’s. More Up’s than Down because 😏. Just that Guy.

Finally Picked Up The Tools and Accepted I’m doing This. Fuxk my Fear of Failure. Things are Working Out for Me. Gonna Start a Business, in September. My Favorite Things are made in September. Seems to be a Lucky Month for Me.

I Miss The Fuck Outta You. Feelings of Cuteness Aggression, Shame, Guilt, and Longing…. Wish I would’ve grown Up a lot Earlier. I’m Not Almighty God Though. Everything Happens for The Greatest Good at The End. Doesn’t Excuse what Happened. Definitely not going to Go into Here….

Hope you’re doing Very Well H. Happy, Healthy, Thriving, and Extremely Proud of Yourself. I think about you Almost Everyday. 2 months I’ll have my Money in The Bank, The Car, on my way out of The Oxford House I’m in, and into my Own Apartment. Again. Oh and Have my Business 👉🏾👈🏾😬 HEHE.

Nah Fr I want Us to have The Chance We Should’ve Had 💗💗.

I Am So Sorry Boob😔.

I Love You Boob.

Sincerely,
BOOB#2

H I Miss You So Much…. Gotta show up Better Though Boob. For Myself, For You, and For Us. I want to Reach Out Soooo So Bad. It ain’t gonna be Good Though Because I Still Aint Shit. Living with Housemates. Got No Car Yet….Honestly just ain’t where I need to Be in Order to Be with You.

Only Been 83 Days Since I’ve been Sober. Only 18 Days Since I got my New Job. Still Gotta lil Ways to Go. In October I’ll be Showing Up in Hopes We Will Give Us a Fair Chance that Life will Never Give Us. We’ve gotta Snatch That Bitch up and Let it Know WHAT IT IS AND WHAT IT AINT😏😎.

I’ve been getting Better and being Better. Doing Good Work, Honest Work, and Being Patient😌.

I Love You and Miss You. I Am So Soooo So Sorry Baby Girl. I am so Ashamed😔. Hope You’re Doing Very Well and Proud of ALL Your Good Work Baby Girl.

Be Well and Be Safe💗

Sincerely,
YOUR Jay AKA BOOB

Got My First Check from My Cool Job. The Urge to Go See You with Flowers is so Bad Right Now. I Know Better Now. A lot Happened when We Separated. I’m at Fault and am Terribly Sorry.

I’m very Ashamed and want nothing more than to Have The Conversation. To Dead that Shit and Hopefully have a Fair Shot at Love between Us. I don’t want to Show Up like everything is all good. I don’t want to feel Like a Burden.

So I Will Continue Living Without You and Doing what I gotta Do to Show Up as The Man. The Man You wanted and Believed I could Be.

I Love You Boob,

Sincerely,

JT(BOOB#3)

PS; My SLOW ASS Just realized I might be BOOB #3 if Pops was BOOB before We Met😅😒😔. I Love You H💗😔

Gonna Delete this App. Maybe not because that’s an Extreme. Learning to not always see things so Black VS White. So unhealthy Looking for You on Reddit. Hope You’re still where I last Saw You. Home. Hope Your Tum Tums Doesn’t Hurt the next time We Meet.

Hope you’re open to Talk about what Happened. So We can move Forward. Forward in Giving Us a Chance We Never Had. The Love Was Definitely There. That’s for Fucking Sure.

Life’s Good. Been Out of Rehab now for a Few Weeks. Rebuilding my Life. Again. Really for the First Time Consciously. It’s Amazing. Up’s and Down’s. More Up’s than Down because 😏. Just that Guy.

Finally Picked Up The Tools and Accepted I’m doing This. Fuxk my Fear of Failure. Things are Working Out for Me. Gonna Start a Business, in September. My Favorite Things are made in September. Seems to be a Lucky Month for Me.

I Miss The Fuck Outta You. Feelings of Cuteness Aggression, Shame, Guilt, and Longing…. Wish I would’ve grown Up a lot Earlier. I’m Not Almighty God Though. Everything Happens for The Greatest Good at The End. Doesn’t Excuse what Happened. Definitely not going to Go into Here….

Hope you’re doing Very Well H. Happy, Healthy, Thriving, and Extremely Proud of Yourself. I think about you Almost Everyday. 2 months I’ll have my Money in The Bank, The Car, on my way out of The Oxford House I’m in, and into my Own Apartment. Again. Oh and Have my Business 👉🏾👈🏾😬 HEHE.

Nah Fr I want Us to have The Chance We Should’ve Had 💗💗.

I Am So Sorry Boob😔.

I Love You Boob.

Sincerely,
BOOB#2

If by a Miracle You See my Post H I am Terribly Sorry for all That Happened. I Miss You to Pieces. All I Wish for is The Day I have my Shit Together and for Us to Reconnect Peacefully. No Doubts. No Anxieties. Just Rekindling an Undying Love. Building a New Trust that Will Never be Broken. Lasting for All of Eternity to Witness😎.

I’ve discovered I Am Neurodivergent and am Taking appropriate steps to Address the Matter.

I’ve Replaced Bad Habits with Good Ones. Great Ones. Finally Snapped Back to Reality and Gave up My Fear of Failure. Actually got Hit by a Car. The Day We Last Saw Each Other lol 😅. Pick up the Tools I’ve got and Started Working. Working Really Hard and Honestly too. No more Shortcuts. Just Good Work and Patience.

It’s been about 81 Days. Since I started. I have so much to Share about it and I Miss You. Things that I’ll never Speak if it’s not With You🥹. Not that they’re any bad. Just that I don’t wanna fucking Share everything with anyone besides MY BOOB 🤷🏽‍♂️😮‍💨.

My Mindset Today is One of Growth.

I hate not being with You. Not Seeing You. Might as Well not Have Eyes🤷🏽‍♂️. Not Hearing Your Voice. Might as Well not Have Ears🤷🏽‍♂️. Not Seeing You do “The Dance” when Our Foods coming out🤩. Not Enjoying Living Life with Your Ass😕. And it’s all my fucking Fault. No Excuses, I am Older and I should’ve fucking Known Better😔. I Wish Everyday I Did. So I Work to Be Better Every Mother Fucking Day. Because FUCK That.

So Much to Share with You Boob but Here isn’t the Place. So if by a Miracle, You See my Post before I’ve gotten my Car (in about a Month or Two because it’s gotta be a Really Nice One 😎🤷🏽‍♂️😮‍💨). Please Reach Out to Me on Here. A lot of Things have Changed. My Love for You Ass Hasn’t.

I’m Terribly Ashamed of What Happened. I’m only Ashamed of My Reaction.… It’ll be a Moment I continue to Use to Be Better. 1,000,000,000 Percent Better. One Percent Better Everyday Realistically.

You’re my Soulmate and I Know that Now. By Almighty God, Will I Cherish my Soulmate? Ain’t Nothing Gonna FUCKING Stop Me😮‍💨😏. Unless You Do 😔. My Mindset is one of Growth and I’d Hate to be Forced to Pick someone Else….

I’ve become a Better Man. Mentally, Spiritually, and Physically. Naturally things are Manifesting and Seemingly Falling out of The Heavens. Faster than I Expected too! I ain’t Rich, YET, 😒 lol. I ain’t Living How I WAS though Neither😕. Taking My Steps in The Right Direction. That’s for Sure. I Just Missing MY BOOB 🥹😔. ( Xcue Me, Uh Ms. Uh…You Know Where I Could Find My Boob At? 👉🏿👈🏿).

Please Give me another Chance to Be Your Man and The Man You Absolutely Adore in This Life and ♾️.

No Matter What though Boob. I Hope You’re Happy and EXTREMELY Proud of Who You’ve Become my Dear. I remember How Hard You Worked Back Then. Almost all Day…. Wish I understood Back Then. My Neurodivergence 😒. A Bad Family Secret Until Recently. I’m addressing The Matter Appropriately though🤷🏽‍♂️😏. With Professional Guidance of Course 😅.

I Love You more than a bad Toddler who Just Learned to Walk Running away from Their Parents trying to grab Their Hand😮‍💨. Please Reach Out😔. Please…. It won’t be no fuxking win for Me. It’ll be a Win for Us and a Win for The Universe 😏. Our Love Will Make The Universe a Better Place😎💗. I’m not afraid of The Work I gotta Put in. I’m not afraid of anything Really. Except Almighty God and a Life without You 😕.

Please don’t make me Pretend to Love someone else until I believe that Lie. Please😔. Please give us a Fair Shot We Didn’t Get Before. I know Life ain’t Never Fair and I accept it.

Sincerely,

Your Jay💗

Hey H,

I MISS You sooo so Much H😔😕. The Look in your Eyes when your Working and The Look in Your Eyes when You noticed Me Staring at You. Miss Your Happy Dance when The Food( You Ordered for Us) Hits the Table lol. Looking back I always Enjoyed it because I was with You. Miss Watching you Taste the First Bite🤩. Nothing Compares to Being With You H. Especially when everything is going Well for Us.

Mistakes were made. Really Bad ones on my End. I’ll always be Ashamed for them. Especially the reaction to what I Saw. If I could take it back, absolutely NO QUESTIONS ASKED, I’d do it before my next Heartbeat. I Fucked Up. Really Bad. I Hope You Forgive Me for what I Did and Failed to Do. Ultimately my Fear of Failure and Shame of not going to College on Time Ate me Alive. No they aren’t Justification for what I did😔.

Today, I Understand my Mind works Differently and I feel things a lot more than a Neurotypical Individual does. I’m Working with what I got, to continue becoming The Man You Know I can Be. No excuses, Just Results. I’m no longer afraid of Failure. Especially not Ashamed of not going to University. No Longer intimidated by that Crap. I’ve got a Unique Mind and I Am in Touch with my Higher Power. Working Diligently and Patiently.

Things a Manifesting Faster than I expected for The Greater Good. I Am Eagerly waiting for The Moment of Reconnecting with You🫣💗. It’ll be an Uncomfortable Conversation😕. I’ll be cheesing Like Shiii though, AFTER The Conversation is Had and We SLAM that Door shut for good. 😁😁.

Only after I’ve gotten my Shit together. There is a Standard for My Ass being With Your Ass and I’ll get there ASAP. Clean and by doing the Right Things. No fucking Short Cuts.

Don’t ever want to be a Burden to anybody ever again. Especially not to My BOOB. You Deserve someone You can be Proud to Call “Your Man”.

Just one and half more Months, God Willing. Maybe Sooner. The Way everything is seemingly “Falling into Place” I anticipate one and Half Months…. I’d Love to Wish You a Happy Birthday because it’s coming up. However, I won’t do that to You because Idk what Feelings it’ll Spark in You. I won’t Insert Myself like everything is All Good and what Happened didn’t fucking Happen. That would be absolutely inappropriate for Me to do. Today I’m not that Person anymore😔.

I’ve Changed A lot and have Replaced a lot of Bad Habits with Good Ones. GREAT Ones 😌

I can Wish All Day and All Night what I did and Failed to do never happened. It ain’t gonna do Anything good. I can and Will Show Up a Better Version and It Will Be Me, J. YOUR JAY.

So We can have The Conversation and Hopefully Slam That Door shut for all Good H.🫣🫣

Fuck I Miss You so Much💗. Can’t even Imagine The Woman You’ve Become. I Hope She’s Happy, Healthy, and EXXXXTREMELY PROUD of Who She’s Become/Becoming… Ultimately I Hope She’s Willing to Reconnect and Give Us a Fair Shot. We Never Had That Chance and shit it was ALL my Fault 😕. I’m Older and Should’ve Known Better😔. I Am Sorry😔.

I Owe You A Lot H. I LOVE You H and Hope this Found You Well.

Sincerely,

“BOOB #2”❤️♾️

:/ Boob I know I Fucked up Bad…. My Past Fear of Failure ate us up. My Fear of Losing You Manifested in the Worst fucking way. I hate Myself for that. When I think about it, I know how I’ll go about Us again. Given the Chance. I wanna Hug You so Bad because I just Miss You so Much.

Yah Boy much better now and Striving to become Better everyday. Doing The Right Things. Definitely going to try to See You the Day my Results Manifest. Proving that I Am not a Burden and I’m A Better Man than I was Before.

Hoping We can connect have The Conversation and Slam that Door Shut For Good. Continue Building a Deeper Love and Trust. New and Improved that Will Remain Undefeated going forward for Eternity. I know I’ve gotta Uphill Battle to Earn ya Trust again😔. Fuck it, I’m Hard Headed and Take a Beating because being with You when everything is Good…. Only Jesus Christ and Almighty God beat that. That’s on Me. A lot to Say and this ain’t the Time nor the Place…. Damn, I hope to see you…. Passing The Place We Met as I Type this Right Now. Ain’t that Mudderfuxka 😅.

BOOB I Love You.

Sincerely,
Your BOOB❤️😌

One of the Last Statements I heard from your Lips. Didn’t realize how bad I did. Was never to Hurt us I was living in a survival and definitely wasn’t a Man. Not The Man you Knew I could be😔. Well Today I am That Man. Stepping into myself Fulfilling my Highest Calling on a Daily. My Girl, It feels fucking Amazing. Things are coming together Faster than I ever Imagined. Today I have a Career in Hospitality. Working my Way up The Ladder. Next Year, I’ll be a Manager in a Restaurant or Running My Own Real Estate Company. None of That Matters to Me, if I don’t have You by my side😕. You’re my HAT. You’re my Best Accessory. I miss you so fucking Bad. Not too many Days go by where I am not thinking about you. I’ve even Called some Women I was seeing your Name. Allegedly I call out your Name in my Sleep still. When I finally get my shit together and enough Results Manifest I’ll be reaching out to you. In Hope of Reconnecting to Build a Deeper Trust and Heavier Love.

I can only Pray and Hope you give us a Chance. By allowing me to Prove with consistent actions How Much I Love You. I’m still willing to be Patient. Now more than Ever. My excuse for my Fuck Up is that I didn’t know what a Romantic Love looked Like because I never saw it for myself.

I’m autistic so I need to see it to believe it. I never saw it. When you gave me your All, Love felt foreign and I doubted it…. When I lost you and saw you with someone Else, it Hurt me. Hurt me so bad That I wanted them to Hurt. I never meant to Hurt you in the CrossFire. I’m so fucking Sorry HAT. And I hope you can Understand that I never meant to do that.

It should’ve never been me that ever Hurt you. Maybe it was my rejection of our separation and my unwillingness to grow from where I was. That made the Universe allow me to see you with someone else and react the way I knew how to. Childishly. I so regret it and if someone else did that…. Really Sorry and will always regret the actions. I’ll never forgive myself. It’ll be a catalyst to always treat you better and always keep you above me on a Pedestal. Hope you see this H.A.T. Because I don’t know if you’re still anxious when you see me and I don’t want you to be…. Want you to have a heads up. I know the Universe does its thing and I know you’ll see this. I want my Soulmate Back. There’s a lot of growing we’ve both done so we’re not the same people and we should reunite. Nobody deserves to go this Life on Earth alone…. We both wanted Sabrina and Sebastian lol. Hope you still do

One of the Last Statements I heard from your Lips. Didn’t realize how bad I did. Was never to Hurt us I was living in a survival and definitely wasn’t a Man. Not The Man you Knew I could be😔. Well Today I am That Man. Stepping into myself Fulfilling my Highest Calling on a Daily. My Girl, It feels fucking Amazing. Things are coming together Faster than I ever Imagined. Today I have a Career in Hospitality. Working my Way up The Ladder. Next Year, I’ll be a Manager in a Restaurant or Running My Own Real Estate Company. None of That Matters to Me, if I don’t have You by my side😕. You’re my HAT. You’re my Best Accessory. I miss you so fucking Bad. Not too many Days go by where I am not thinking about you. I’ve even Called some Women I was seeing your Name. Allegedly I call out your Name in my Sleep still. When I finally get my shit together and enough Results Manifest I’ll be reaching out to you. In Hope of Reconnecting to Build a Deeper Trust and Heavier Love.

I can only Pray and Hope you give us a Chance. By allowing me to Prove with consistent actions How Much I Love You. I’m still willing to be Patient. Now more than Ever. My excuse for my Fuck Up is that I didn’t know what a Romantic Love looked Like because I never saw it for myself.

I’m autistic so I need to see it to believe it. I never saw it. When you gave me your All, Love felt foreign and I doubted it…. When I lost you and saw you with someone Else, it Hurt me. Hurt me so bad That I wanted them to Hurt. I never meant to Hurt you in the CrossFire. I’m so fucking Sorry HAT. And I hope you can Understand that I never meant to do that.

It should’ve never been me that ever Hurt you. Maybe it was my rejection of our separation and my unwillingness to grow from where I was. That made the Universe allow me to see you with someone else and react the way I knew how to. Childishly. I so regret it and if someone else did that…. Really Sorry and will always regret the actions. I’ll never forgive myself. It’ll be a catalyst to always treat you better and always keep you above me on a Pedestal. Hope you see this H.A.T. Because I don’t know if you’re still anxious when you see me and I don’t want you to be…. Want you to have a heads up. I know the Universe does its thing and I know you’ll see this. I want my Soulmate Back. There’s a lot of growing we’ve both done so we’re not the same people and we should reunite. Nobody deserves to go this Life on Earth alone…. We both wanted Sabrina and Sebastian lol. Hope you still do

She’s pretty, she’s Skinny, and I call her G___Y. Think I like her from the moment I saw her. What’s going to happen, idk. She’s down to be Friends. Asked her to get Food. She said as long as it’s just as Friends cool. I’m all for it because I don’t wanna rush her. Plus everything is better when it’s not rushed. I want it to happen Organically as Possible. Sometimes I can be Poison and I hope she ain’t Allergic to me🙃

In 2020 I moved back to my mother’s apartment full of shame. Had a job at Home Depot and met a fantastic young Lady who I believe is my Soul Mate. She came down from Canada from McGil. She was full of fucking wonder. I mean from the time I saw her, the second time. She was moving with grace and I felt something foreign at the time radiating from her. At the time I was very ignorant. Ignorant to myself, ignorant that she was my soul mate, and most importantly ignorant to Life here on Earth. When she came up to the Service Desk I was so fucking shy. In an attempt to keep it cool, I tried to remain focused on my task at hand. She proudly interjected and introduced herself to everybody I was around. She saved the best for last lol and introduced herself to me. When she pulled her mask down I was stunned by what I saw. She was an Angel in real life. We kicked it off almost immediately. Eventually got into a serious relationship. Where we were spending the night at my mother’s apartment. Soon we were spending nights at her parents house because it was closer to our job. Well she asked me if I wanted her to stay so we could be together. Man I couldn’t say yes fast enough. So she did. I got to see a young woman so full of ambition conquer one thing after the other. She inspired me to do more other wise I felt I would lose her. Doing what I could at the time I changed careers. Found something I could do and didn’t yet realize I loved. Man I was so ignorant…. Life happened and my Grandmother transitioned. It crushed me and at the time I had two coping skills. Alcohol and drugs. My soul mate was there for me in that moment. Instead of appreciating that effort I compared her love foolishly to my grandmothers love for me. Ohhh this and ohhh that. The young woman stayed with me. Man I took her for granted. Well that wasn’t the last time. She watched me chase instant gratification through gambling and cryptocurrency amongst other things. Well she needed time away from me and my abandonment issue took it as her leaving me. Who the fuck wouldn’t leave someone who was selfish and self sabotaging. It must have hurt her to watch wasted potential. Of course we still stayed in contact for a while. Man I’m so fucking ashamed of my actions. It doesn’t end there. Well I was hurt and was still coping through illicit substances. Of course that comes with the bad friends along with HORRIBLE FUCKING ADVICE. Well my soul mate got a great job and was excited so she shared the news. I took advantage of that. I shared it with who I know now as just a using buddy. The using buddy also knew how hurt I was about my separation with (my soulmate we will address as H.A. T) HAT. They finessed me into destroying the relationship for good. I intended to pay the money back. I swear I did, well I told her that I wasn’t to see the look on her face. Hey hurt people hurt people and as long as I never beat in her it wasn’t that bad. Fucking wrong fuck boy. The look on her face is one I’ll never forget man. That break of trust she had in me and betrayal hurts me reliving it. Well I was in active addiction and it slid off me because I was numb. This woman is so pure in heart that she fucking forgave me! Well fast forward and life gave me another chance to prove to her that “we could fight any monster life has together”. My ignorant ass fucking blew it again! Not going to share but I fumbled that ball because I wasn’t man enough, fuck that, wasn’t in touch with my emotions. Instead of pausing for a second and playing the tape. I acted impulsively. My logical brain thought wrong. Today I am well, on my way to building a life that I am proud of, and filling my cup one day at a time. Met woman that are missing that spark I felt with HAT. We would just be watching her favorite show on the couch and it was there. People knew it when we were together. I mean complete strangers could see what I couldn’t. We were Soulmates who found each other. Now I’m awake to life sober and building something meaningful. Today I’m typing this up after realizing it ain’t anyone else that I miss more than HAT. So I hope she sees this post and has read to this point. Trust is going to take my consistent action to be built. It’ll be a stronger form of trust if given the opportunity. Shit I was a piece of shit and that person does not deserve a lot of stuff. It’s amazing that I’ve made it to this point of History. I’ve got another chance at Life on Earth. Can’t force anyone to do anything and I won’t want to force you to do anything. Rather I hope you allow me to earn a shot at what we started building before I destroyed that. Words can only do so much. That’s why we have actions. This is one form of that. Didn’t realize how sheltered I was until I went to a rehab. The fact I was sheltered from knowing I’m neurodivergent isn’t fair and played a huge factor in my sabotage. Nonetheless no excuse for my actions and lack of inaction. They say you don’t realize what you got until it’s gone. Now I’m hoping the other half of me ain’t gone forever because that ain’t anyway for anybody to live this life on Earth.

Sincerely,
Jay 🥲

Sup everybody! I’m new to the community and this trading Journey. Native to the DMV here looking for a mentor. I’m 33 years old young man. Working hard is one of my favorite things to do. I’m a Christian Man who is non-denominational. If any Christian Men are willing to take me under their wing to help me grow. Reach out to me. Just looking for a road map and I can walk on my own. By that I mean put in the work. Everybody be Blessed out there and good luck with everything y’all do!

Sincerely,
John T.