I kinda missed being at work lol. Glad to be back after my break this week. How’s everyone else doing? Hope you all had a good week and have a good night.
Hi. It’s a boring day of laundry, cleaning and the mundane crap before I have to get back to my night shift job. Would be nice to chat with somebody about whatever.
You may never see this. I actually highly doubt that you will ever see this. But I need to write this just to have some closure. I only knew you for a few days, but in those few days you were like a mirror that reflected all of the things that I had been avoiding. I felt sad that you felt my same pain and relieved to know that I wasnt alone. You entered a part of my soul that I dont think anyone else will, ever again. What makes it even more amazing was that this was never physical. You touched me emotionally and unlocked and restored parts of me that I wasn't able to access for so long. When we first spoke, I felt like I recognized you immediately. You told me that we shared the same pain. We were exactly what the other needed at that exact time. I'm not sure if you are aware of it, but you helped to restore my confidence, a passion for life, and my anxiety melted away. I knew that this connection wouldn't last, as we both had obligations to fulfil to other people. It's so strange because I know most people would be sad to lose a connection like this, but I feel peace. Even after we parted ways, all of the postive things that I felt from this connection still exist. Thank you for bringing light back into my life and reminding me that this kind of deep connection still exists. You made me see that I shouldn't settle for anything less. The fact that I got to experience this for even a few days is enough for me. The memory means more than you will ever know. I hope that you feel the same positve changes. I hope that you know how special you are.
Always,
your mirror. xoxo
Hi all. I guess I just wanna express my gratitude for life. It’s been so hard for as long as I can remember. I didn’t always make the best decisions. I jumped into a relationship without actually getting to know the person on a soul level. I felt so isolated and emotionally abandoned. I’ve felt so resentful and angry. I felt like my life was passing me by as a 33 y/o mom, I thought I’d have a man in my life that matched me on a soul level. I focused on this for so long. But as of recent I’ve been able to let it go. I’ve found things that call to me and actually make me feel happy and whole. I feel like I’m getting close to the person i used to be, before I got in this relationship. I guess I needed to learn something. I figure, if it doesn’t work it then something better will workout for me. I’m happy to have my child, my health, and my future ahead of me. I have this new found confidence and unshakable happiness lately. I’ve been hopeless but I found my way back to myself. I hope if anyone is going through something similar, that you hang on. Life gets so much better once you just focus on yourself and your growth. 💕❤️
Hi all. I guess I just wanna express my gratitude for life. It’s been so hard for as long as I can remember. I didn’t always make the best decisions. I jumped into a relationship without actually getting to know the person on a soul level. I felt so isolated and emotionally abandoned. I’ve felt so resentful and angry. I felt like my life was passing me by as a 33 y/o mom, I thought I’d have a man in my life that matched me on a soul level. I focused on this for so long. But as of recent I’ve been able to let it go. I’ve found things that call to me and actually make me feel happy and whole. I feel like I’m getting close to the person i used to be, before I got in this relationship. I guess I needed to learn something. I figure, if it doesn’t work it then something better will workout for me. I’m happy to have my child, my health, and my future ahead of me. I have this new found confidence and unshakable happiness lately. I’ve been hopeless but I found my way back to myself. I hope if anyone is going through something similar, that you hang on. Life gets so much better once you just focus on yourself and your growth. 💕❤️
Heyyy! I’m on my 2nd double overnight shift, out of 4 in a row. Tonight is kinda slow. How is everybody else doing?
Night shift is so convenient in some ways. But the lack of sleep is really starting to mess with me. I’ve been doing it for a while and I just feel like it’s wearing on me. But, I’m not sure if I can ever get used to day shift. Day shift sucks butt. And 3 to 11 isn’t any better. I guess I’m just ranting because I’m tired. I know I’ll just continue doing night shift til I kewl over lol. Anywho, I wish you all a happy night shift!
Edit: keel over* damn auto correct lol