u/BuildingForward1628

The bigger the heart the bigger the break.. this has been true for me.. after this happened it was quite easy to start to hide my heart .. to harden my heart .. to even shrink my heart .. i realised it is a defence mechanism to try and protect it .. but I think by hiding it .. shielding it and shrinking it, is actually causing more damage to me .. I realised it’s not fair to others and myself to not reveal all of my heart .. i want to express and reveal my heart even if it is damaged .. because I’d rather have and show a big and damaged heart than conceal one, that no one gets to see

Do you think that a few people in the town could just start digging a hole next to the far away tree in the daytime ?

Atleast they would be safe .. maybe they should trap a monster at night to see what the sunlight does to them in the day .. if sunlight hurts them then the hole could make light shine where the children are buried and could then dig them up in the day aswell

I am going to be completely honest .. im going to let it out.. im going to tell you what has always been so obvious but never truly put into words

It would be nice to say that your the only person whos eyes I can look into and see quite deep into ..but to be honest I have always felt I can look into most peoples eyes and see pretty deep into them ..I feel I can get glimpses of people’s souls and see and feel their essence.. but most importantly I can see parts of myself in them

I have been in love a few times in my life.. but I will admit I’ve not seen or felt that the other person feels the same way or as strongly ..

Then I met you and I fell so deeply in love that it was like it didn’t or couldnt feel possible unless it happened to you ..like an undeniable force you can’t fully comprehend or explain. And then the thing even more amazing is that when I looked into your eyes I seen that you felt the same way.. that you were also trying to process what was happening.. it was like we both stumbled on something that was so big, that even if we actually managed to descibe it to people, they would not believe us .. like a secret the universe revealed to us .. and smiled at us, as it knew we could never truly digest or explain all of this knowledge to the world, but gave us the desire to forever try to show it.. and maybe that’s the beauty of it .. because if we could never fully understand it .. it could never get boring lol

This was my attempt at explaining the unexplainable .. when I say I love you .. the universe giggles at me for saying 3 words that humans came up with to describe something that can never be fully described..

Well let the universe chuckle .. I love you

I’m going to watch the notebook and try and convince myself that we will find each others arms again 🙈

I am so sorry that your going through this. It breaks my heart to think of what this feeling is doing to you. I have to admit it scares me to so it must be so scary and overwhelming for you. I can’t ignore this love that’s so strong.it won’t allow me to.

It’s like it’s got a mind of its own like it is its own entity that will stop at nothing to make its mark on this world. It don’t seem to give me a moments peace ..I feel like it’s causing me pain on purpose and at the same time keeps smiling at me as if to reassure me it’s for my own good. That once it gets what it wants me and you can share in true happiness

I know your mind. I know your heart and I know your soul. I have seen it all .. the good and the bad and I love all of you. I wouldn’t change a single thing ..I know that this feeling of love is a lot to comprehend and apart of u wishes you could just turn it off. I need you to know that I am here for you I will go through this with you. And I know you’ll need some time by yourself aswell..It’s been so long since we’ve been in each others arms. I thought it would get easier but I never has I’ve just felt more and more homesick ..I can’t wait for the moment our hands touch when my our lips connect.. and tell you everything’s going to be ok ..I am so completely and utterly in love with you

To my love I am so sorry that your going through this. It breaks my heart to think of what this feeling is doing to you. I have to admit it scares me to so it must be so scary and overwhelming for you. I can’t ignore this love that’s so strong.it won’t allow me to.

It’s like it’s got a mind of its own like it is its own entity that will stop at nothing to make its mark on this world. It don’t seem to give me a moments peace ..I feel like it’s causing me pain on purpose and at the same time keeps smiling at me as if to reassure me it’s for my own good. That once it gets what it wants me and you can share in true happiness

I know your mind. I know your heart and I know your soul. I have seen it all .. the good and the bad and I love all of you. I wouldn’t change a single thing ..I know that this feeling of love is a lot to comprehend and apart of u wishes you could just turn it off. I need you to know that I am here for you I will go through this with you. And I know you’ll need some time by yourself aswell..It’s been so long since we’ve been in each others arms. I thought it would get easier but I never has I’ve just felt more and more homesick ..I can’t wait for the moment our hands touch when my our lips connect.. and tell you everything’s going to be ok ..I am so completely and utterly in love with you