I love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?
Its been a long time and I still think about you daily. We spent so much time together in a short span. I know you had feelings for me too. We started planning a future. I should have kissed you at your house when we were making plans and you sat next to me.
You suddenly started pulling away. I wish I knew why. I wish I knew what I did. I would give everything I have to make it better.
I confessed my love for you and you blocked me. You are so fucking smart and beautiful. You are an interesting and mysterious women. I would have blown apart my entire life for you. Most people want to be loved. You ran away when I told you. You are a beautiful little hummingbird who quickly came into my life and left.
I have come to terms with the fact that we will never be together. I just hope that if we ever see each other again, we can be kind to each other. Maybe, just maybe you can reach out and we can reconnect.