u/Decent_Cheek_7694

My cat goose is suspected to have FIV. unfortunately i cannot know for sure because i have no financial aid. i am a minor and i HAVE to surrender for my baby to survive. i love him so much that i want to see him survive even if its not with me. i did a lot of digging and everything matches up to FIP. i even spoke to people who’s cat had FIP and it matches my cat :(. to those who have lost pets, what do i do last? other than getting snuggles,cuddles and lots of pets what else? my mind is like a race track. i cannot think straight in 48 hrs ive only slept 6 hours.. i have stayed up watching his fever go up & down. what else do i do what can i do to keep something of his when i surrender? i thought about cutting his fur and keeping it but i want something closer i dont know what im looking for i just feel so empty.. i have lost a pet before and i went absolutely crazy and i lost myself in a way i never had before. please help what can i do to get something to remind me of him:(

hello guys! i come to reddit after i was advised that i may find the audience im looking for. my cat goose male & 1 year old is acting truly strange. he has a high temperature, lethargy and low food and water intake. the only thing he is eating right now is only chuuru:/ as for water i put a little water on his nose which he licks, he sometimes drinks on his own but not too much. he also walks VERY SLOW and cannot jump at all! i first noticed he wasnt moving a lot, he wasnt going to his favorite places anymore and he wasnt talking to me anymore.. (goose LOVESSSS TO TALK HES SUPER TALKATIVE!) and i see the comments coming that will mention a vet. well to sum it up im a minor and i dont have a job because i am an immigrant and i dont have a ssn yet. i have spoke to emergency vets and they told me 104 for exam and 200-800 for bloodwork:( goose has only raised up 35 from tiktok and isnt too close for even the exam alone.. he is so young i truly do not wanna lose my cat. my mother isnt financially supporting me on the vet at all! she told me to give him a small amount of bleach for him to throw up and got into a huge argument with me because i declined. BLEACH IS A HUGE NO FOR ANIMALS!!! she also is trying to give my cat farm animal meds (penicillin but for chickens i think..) my uncle recommended them to her saying his dog wasnt eating well at all and he gave it to him not caring if he lived or die more like an experiment.. but turns out he got better and survived! i explained to her that that might not work for goose as for cats and dogs are different! and most likely they do not have the same thing going on. goose has a high fever and im scared that it will get even worse. if you want more information i have a tiktok @babygoose91524 (the numbers are his dob:) ) if anyone can please donate i would truly greatly appreciate it, cash app: $joharymeow venmo:adambarragan7 the venmo is my uncles because i dont have a bank but all the funds 1000% go to goose ONLY. strictly only goose thank you all for your time reading this :)