Coming home today, I went to the station as usual and saw this freaking girl sitting in a corner with a sad look on her face, just kissing and cuddling her little dog. She looked like she was barely getting by, almost homeless or homeless. Man, that scene depressed me AF. What the hell is happening to Australia?
I’m 40M, have been married to my husband for 15 years, and recently started feeling attracted to women. What’s even more confusing is that I’m realizing I may be craving a relationship where I can be the provider and protector.
And yeah, I’m definitely not disgusted by women by any means. Quite the opposite, their bodies, their smell, even the little things I’m noticing about women now… it actually makes me laugh in a good way because it feels so unexpected and foreign to me.
What makes it even more confusing is that gay porn doesn’t really give me any spark anymore. I’ve never really experienced that before, so I’m honestly wondering what the hell is going on with me.
I never really questioned my sexuality or what I wanted from a relationship before, so this has completely caught me off guard. I’m trying to understand what these feelings mean about me and whether they’re just a phase or something deeper.
Has anyone else experienced something similar, especially later in life or after being in a long-term same-sex relationship?