Met the cutest boy at the gas station while he was filling up his motorcycle, he seemed exactly like my type but we didn’t talk or interact at all, I just saw him and he looked over at me twice that I noticed, asked what he felt or thought when he saw me.
For context, an ex I’m still deeply in love with has a new girlfriend and sees me as toxic, I miss him deeply and want him back so I’m ordering a spell from a trusted witch for a third party removal and obsession, three of swords is on the bottom of the deck and high priestess on top
What does this spread show?
Been trying to manifest my sp with a third party and no contact to even get our stuff back, lately have come up with new ideas to manifest him despite my spirit guides wanting me to focus on me
His identifier is king of swords and two of cups has his star sign in mine’s planet so I see it as our card
What does it say about whether I’ll be successful manifesting him soon?
I randomly got tired of trying and wanted to be, if that makes sense.
I decided I’d do things as if me and my sp were together, think like we are and even dress, act, etc like I already have the version of him I’m manifesting along with my nightly subliminal playlist and visualizing in the bath and before sleep
If doubts ever come up at all or old story (third party, him hating me, etc) thinking I just say that it’s in the past and everyone who gets back with their ex have moments of worrying about the bad even people in perfect relationships have some anxiety so I don’t need to worry and then I move on from those thoughts
Is there anything else I need to do or anything I need to stop doing? Do I just persist in this and then it manifests eventually?