u/Delicious-Muffin-397

Question is in the title, but basically I have always had somehow fuzzy image of myself. Looking at other people in my life I get sometimes jealous as it seems like they got to choose who they are and dont seem to be as wishy-washy and shallow as I tend to see myself.

I would like to ask if there are placements that indicate such issues and how to work with them and not against them and also if there is any indicator of being "late bloomer" in my chart and finally feeling at ease with myself for bit of needed hope.

Thanks for time to any one who decides to respond.

I really would like to expand on my whimsical music collection. I have no general genre in mind and I am really open to anything. I just want to feel like I am stranded in dark forrest or like I went out into flower fields full of fairies.

Some of my favourite albums that capture this vibe if it helps:

Nobukazu Takemura - Child and magic

Sunmoonstar - Картины (it's free on bandcamp, really recommend this one!)

Kazumi Nikaido - Mata Otoshimashitayo

Misophone - Where Has It Gone, All The Beautiful Music Of Our Grandparents?