Epiphany
Unsent bc I am doing this for me now. I accept that I never meant anything to you, I don't want to argue, I'm not mad or upset.
I fell on my face, into broken glass that was on fire. It made me appreciate getting back up more. After I had probably one of the worst top 5 times I. My life recently, it completely changed. Found my person when I wasn't looking, randomly was accepted into a random group of friends. Things are looking up.
You were never just second, or an option. The situation(s) didn't permit. Not pointing fingers, idc anymore and I am walking away. I legitimately just wanted to talk, bc I thought you'd understand. It's fine, bc you proved me right, what I knew all along and didn't want to face. All it took was one beautiful man actually seeing me to shake me free. I will never contact you again you can disregard past messages from my new number, I deleted your new one too. I can't And won't mess this up this time, he means too much to me.
I wish you well my heathen friend, I hope you find. J oy and happiness like I have. I truly mean that.