u/DeliciousFlatworm835

I went through a Job experience recently where everything was falling apart; my health, mental stability, work, relationships etc…

Now im getting out of the hole, yet it seems like God has put me in such situations that have just made me grow to hate him, now i simply dont care about sin

I have prayed because i WANT to CARE but i simply not. And seems like God either does not answer or answer partially

I have gotten into pretty bad relationships with friends and a bunch of secular and worldly noise, but i cant care enough to get out of there

So i dont know if anyone has gone through something similar

I went through a Job experience recently where everything was falling apart; my health, mental stability, work, relationships etc…

Now im getting out of the hole, yet it seems like God has put me in such situations that have just made me grow to hate him, now i simply dont care about sin

I have prayed because i WANT to CARE but i simply not. And seems like God either does not answer or answer partially

I have gotten into pretty bad relationships with friends and a bunch of secular and worldly noise, but i cant care enough to get out of there

So i dont know if anyone has gone through something similar

Ive been going through some things in my business and life that just dont make sense, there is a lot of trouble, complaints, things stop working, discussions with clients and all sort of stuff, as if life just turned against me

Is it God who is punishing me? Is he trying me? Or is it the devil and just God allowing it?

I got baptized probably like a year ago but i have been learning about God and adventism since 2024

Honestly my life has never been worse since i met God, and even worse since i got baptized. I was doing a ministry in which i was spending quite some of my money and resources and time for God’s glory but just felt unmotivated to keep going at this point and stopped funding it

Reason why is just that im tired of praying and receiving no answer, perhaps you all could pray for me as im sick of this life depending and submitting the will to a God that seems careless

So i ask that you may pray for me or whatever. Last time i checked this account i made a post around 125 days ago about being tired of God. So i guess its been more than that