Heart broken
Hi everyone,
Today was my first birthday after my marriage. My husband and I are in a long distance relationship. He forgot but wished me first thing in the morning.
I understand he goes through a lot and works really hard. But this isn’t the reason for my sadness.
The thing is, nothing is making sense, I feel so lost and heart broken that why do I have to suffer through life and that too in my twenties. It was supposed to be my best years of life but all I do is crying and overthinking.
I pray 4 times a day, because of staying up late at night, I am unable to wake up for Fajar. All the time I am making duas and praying everything gets better soon but nothing is working out.
I am away from my husband meanwhile everyone else is living with their partners.
I feel stuck in this marriage, there is no romance, love talks and nothing. Its just going, idk where.
I am truly distressed and I am just done with life. I want to run away from all the problems and just live peacefully for once.