I used to play Royal Match but ended up rage quitting after a long time and switching to this one. Haven't lost a level so far, while I do spend coins and boosters occasionally, I feel pretty proud and wanted to brag 😁
Just as a little backstory, I (30F) have always been overly paranoid about the people I love dying, it's something that's often at the back of my mind. I lost a close friend at a young age and it created this paranoia, it's something I can't really shake.
My boyfriend (30M) and I were rushing to the store together a couple of days ago when he tripped and fell straight on his head, splitting his forehead open. After a whole night in the ER, he was diagnosed with a skull fracture and a concussion, so he was admitted to the hospital. I had to go back to our home alone.
While I kept my composure during that (very long) night, I haven't been able to stop thinking terrible things since. How easily it could have just ended badly, how he could have never gotten up from the ground, and how he could have simply not come home.
While everything is fine, the thought can't escape me. He came so close. It could have been so so bad. It took me a whole day to gather myself enough just to clean the blood off the clothes he was wearing that day, even while knowing he was alright, or as much as he can be.
How can I get this to stop? The intrusive thoughts are weighing on me more and more by the day and it feel like I'm still in that ER, waiting for news. Terrified of the worst.
I am beyond grateful it was good news, now I just wish I could get these gnawing thoughts out of my head.