I have tried everything to make friends why does everyone toss me around from staying to leaving in a matter of weeks am I that unlikeable. I tried to adjust but in the end nothing not even once you looked at me and say your a good friend not one single thing. Here I am no friend groups no friends just acquaintances only calling me for a favor god damn i hate this life I wish it would be different in another life.
I have been in a relationship with this girl only for me to realize she only dated me only to pass the time before migrating to another country. We dated for 2 years She was my first relationship I was head over heels for her she was all I ever wanted we had things in common from movies, books etc. I felt like the luckiest guy in the world I gave it my all buying gifts, writing letters, always being there when she was at her lowest. Everything until she told me she was migrating to North America I gave her all the support until she adjusted there our relationship became long distance. Everything was fine first months of our relationship and then I still remember that month August days before our 2nd year anniversary She was gone. No contact, blocked from all socials, even her friends blocked me i didn't know why them also and i paid no mind to it. Until Febraury 2026 I was shocked she was in another relationship I tried reaching out to answer my questions why? Any reason? but she responded coldly She only dated me because I was nothing but a tool to pass the time calling me things like I wasnt there enough, I was giving here below minimum or barely minimum in our relationship when I gave it my all. That day still hurts me everytime I reminisce about her everything was in vain, for nothing. This experience made me think I will never Love again and I will no more it gave me depression. For now I guess i'll live my life with no one in mind and stop pursuing any relationships. (sorry for my bad english if you can't understand)