u/Different_Peace8322

I've been contemplating suicide for a very long time. I think it's been about 17 years now, that I've been considering and planning to end my life. What is curious is that I haven't yet. But, even as I say that, I also can say that I think now I'm closer than I've ever been before. I have a very well thought out plan, and am probably one bad day away from committing the act.

Before anyone argues not to, you must understand my position. As I am not free. I have a felony. Specifically an SO charge. And frankly, don't see the point in living anymore. Not like this. And, the charge wasn't that bad, I didn't do anything any other early 20s guy may have done. Just a one time consensual affair with a female 34 days from her 18. And ta-da, my life was ruined. Now I don't think I should continue trying to stay alive. Not while I'm permanently labeled like a pedo

I have never met anyone who had a degree in law that wasn't a narcissist. And I've never met anybody who had a degree in law and then chose to be a prosecutor that wasn't a sociopath. Every judge that I've ever encountered in Idaho is basically nothing more than a glorified prosecutor. Meaning that every judge Idaho is a narcissistic sociopath.