u/Difficult-Unit9618

this is my first time moving out. I applied to Meadow Brook Apartments and they declined me because I had no rental history but sent me over to West Third Street apartments which did accept my original application. On the Crime Grade map it’s in an orange ish red area. does anyone know anything about the apartment/company or area? all the other apartments have great reviews but there’s no much on this one. any help is greatly appreciate!

i accidentally screwed up and signed a holding agreement of $500 thinking it was Meadow Ridge Apartments because thats where the leasing agent said he was from. But now I have a deposit down on the wrong apartment and I don’t know what to do.

I’ve written 3 books, and in pretty short time. the last book I released was the first in a series and I have a fan really really wanting the sequel. I feel so bad that it’s not out yet. When I wrote my first 3 books in the last 4 years I hardly ever had writers block and if I did I’d ask my best friend her thoughts on it and her opinion on my writing and then I’d figure it out and keep going pretty easily.

however after releasing my last book I lost my best friend. I didn’t write for a long time after that. When I tried to get back to writing i had no one, no friends to ask for advice, no one to show my work to. and so, regrettably, I showed it to AI every time I finished a scene, not to have them write for me but to get feedback. and I feel like as soon as I did that I lost my creativity and I’m not sure if it was the ai or the grief of losing the person I loved most but I can’t write more than a sentence at a time. my mind is so foggy that I can’t write at all. I love writing and I’m afraid that I won’t ever be able to again.

I hate ai and the fact that it’s taking over the art community and a lot of writing and song writing and sound design. and the amount of energy and water it wastes. I’m not even sure why I used it, I guess it was because I felt alone and needed someone. but its not like ai is even a real being that cares about me. i shouldn’t have used it and I fear I ruined my imagination