maybe not grandiose but, covert.
have you ever seen the innocent baby face they put on? The clueless “I havnt done anything wrong” with the wide eyes and then the small tiny smirk at the corner off there mouth?
it’s disgusting this is what makes me internally vomit my body is about to give in every time I even think of it.
I want to understand a bit more, I know my reactions are extreme much calmer now after years of smoking weed obviously, but I could name you many things people have done to cause me to massively react then I’m called out for my behaviour and I have to apologise, I will put my hand up when I am wrong, but I believe people don’t react for nothing and neither do animals there has to be something to cause it other than I just snapped, I’ve taken the blame for this for years and I’m done taking the blame these people have actively been baiting me and I know they have.
Do animals bite for nothing?
I’ve just ended 3 close female relationships for baiting me for a reaction these people have been friends with me for years they know better,
The symptoms of bpd are the same symptoms of emotional abuse brought on my somebody else, DARVO
I will poke you first then
Deny- I am just trying to help you
Attack- your bpd is so bad you are psychotic and unwell.
Reverse victim and defender
When the person started this all along.
Ever seen someone put a really really innocent face on and say “I don’t know what I’ve done” truth is they know we are all adults don’t fall for this shit.
Can anyone please tell me if they are chronically suicidal from the moment they wake up? I wake up physically gutted and dissapointed, I’ve had suicidal thoughts for around 15 years now every single day It says online this is a symptom of bpd and I didn’t realize anyone else have this?
everytime I come off my anti depressants it’s called withdrawal I cry, about things that have hurt me or are hurting me I’ve just realized that taking these anti depressants enabled me to stay in a highly abusive relationship for years by numbing me I was allowing her to treat me whatever way she wanted
until my body began to convulse and she had to run.
I’m having the same problem with friends now a year and a half later they never invite me anywhere but always use me as an emotional backup safety net I’ve been letting them do whatever they want and treat me whatever way and just enjoying that I have “friends” and I feel this may be because of anti depressants.
I’m now coming off them and everything is raw the thoughts people tell me aren’t true are real there is evidence that they are shit friends and evidence I was being abused.
I went to the gp whilst my ex was goin through my phone and monitoring me, I told them I felt very paranoid and they asked me if I’d been taking drugs lately.
I want to cut everyone off for good but people just say “that’s my bad mental health” talking, just shut up take your tablets and comply.